章節 3: Asta William

Sheldon was singing his heart out and we could understand the pain in his heart. I was not sure what caused me to feel like the song was more painful and he was trying to void his pain through the song.

The concert was about to end. I really didn't have any idea how I managed to stand there for more than 1 hour. But all I knew was already I had fallen for the man who sang without any knowledge about me and without knowing the existence of Asta William in the world. I just wanted my destiny to take me there and make me stand in front of Sheldon. I knew it was impossible and I knew Sheldon never ever got to know about Asta.

We were almost ready to leave from the concert and it was already 8 in the evening. When we were about to leave from the concert, a boy came running towards our car and asked Emma to come with him. We were not sure what was happening and when we were going with that boy, suddenly Sheldon came in front of us and wished Emma. That was the first time I met Sheldon very close and at that moment I felt like I was trapped by Sheldon and kept in his heart. No I was not trapped. The fact was that my heart was trapped and kept in Sheldon's hand. That moment I became a Slave to Sheldon.

I did not know why Sheldon wished Emma. I didn't know what relationship they both had. But I should thank Emma for getting opportunity to meet Sheldon very close.

Emma introduced us to Sheldon. When she said she and Sheldon were schoolmates and best friends, I was bit jealous towards Emma. And yeah bit angry too for not introducing him before only.

Then we had a small get together with Sheldon's musical band and we celebrated Emma's birthday there and left the place. When I reached home, my mom and dad were waiting for me to come and have dinner with them. They knew my mini squad well. They were not at all worried, whenever i was with the 3 girls.

When they called me for dinner, I was not hungry and i did not want to have my dinner too. So I just went directly to my room and started writing my diary. My diary was my world. It had all my secrets and yeah I did not want anyone to touch it. I filled my diary with so many happiest and saddest memories. But that day incident what I was going to fill was different from previous ones. Cause the day was different. I was different. My life was different.

I started allowing people to enter into my introvert world. I filled my diary with Sheldon's name and love quotes. Finally we celebrated Emma's birthday the way she wanted and yeah it was most memorable day for me. I did not know meeting someone would make you feel this way. I felt like Earth lost it's gravitational force. My destiny took me to Sheldon and made me stand in front of him.

Finally 20 years of waiting came to an end and it showed me the meaning of live. Sheldon is the meaning of my live.

I was just thinking why his song was so painful. had he gone through so much in life? My mind was just wandering and thinking about all unwanted things and most of them were about that day's concert and birthday celebration. Finally i fallen asleep and dragged into dreams.