Forgive my more or less 200 word ramblings. I just need it to kind of need it to get myself fired up for another day of speaking my mind if you could call it that.
I am most definitely doing this because you should know I am currently unemployed and am frankly anxious, kind of depressed and as of right now feeling hopeless.
So I guess this part of my day serves as an outlet for me to be able to release all those anxiety, all those nervousness, and probably as a bonus remove all those negative emotions from my system. I hope.
I do not mean to make you feel negative about life because I say all these things and I most definitely apologize for that if it ever does, in the off chance, affect you.
I again reiterate that I intend no hard feelings this is simply me venting my frustrations and as much as you can pay it no heed while reading this please do.
I am not saying that this forlorn-feeling monologue will continue to be this way, who knows maybe times will change and I might be able to write down something more positive. But until then, well, thank you for understanding.