章節 88: Unexpected confession

Lilac's POV

Dumb me why did I do that just now. It's so embarrassing. It was a reflex action. I never would have thought of doing that to Yoon Gi. It was just that I was touched by how sweet he is as he was not willing to wake me up when I was sleeping in his car. He even slept along. For a celebrity like him to sleep in the car must have been a hard thing to do because he had to lower down his pride to do that. I never would have thought that one day someone would do this for me. Never in my wildest dream I would have the chance to see someone who is willing to do so much just for me. It had always been me who sacrifice everything for the person I love and not the other way around. It had always been me trying to please others so that they would be happy but my feelings doesn't matter.

From: Yoon Gi ^_^

Hey Lilac. I'm back at the dorm already. Just informing you.

To: Yoon Gi ^_^

Ok. Glad to know that you're safe back home.

From: Yoon Gi^_^

Lilac….

To: Yoon Gi ^_^

What is it?

From: Yoon Gi ^_^

I hope that you wouldn't be offended with what I'm about to ask you.

To: Yoon Gi ^_^

Well just ask. I promise to try not to be offended.

From: Yoon Gi ^_^

Ok.

To: Yoon Gi ^_^

I'm ready to listen.

-Incoming call-

"Hello Yoon Gi. What is it?" I asked.

"Urmm.. Well I just want to know what am I to you? Like what is the significance of me in your life?" Yoon Gi asked.

"Well I'm still not so sure about that but I can say that you do hold a significance in my life but in terms of feelings I'm still in the midst of finding out. I couldn't give you a definite answer. I'm really sorry about that. I'm incapable to love because of the damage that have been done on me. It's not your fault Yoon Gi-ah. It's my problem. At first, I really like you but as an idol but I have never thought about loving you yet because I have yet to know the true you. But now my feelings are all jumbled up and I'm really lost. Just wait for me a little bit longer will you?" I said.

I know that if he rejected me now. I would choose to hide away from him and never bother him and also never show up in front of him anymore. I don't want my heart to be hurt anymore.

"Well I don't mind even if you are still doubting your feelings for me. I just want you to know that I really like you so no matter what I hope that you wouldn't push me away. Seeing how sad you were today made me think twice about all my actions towards you. Maybe most of the time I'm always showing a cool and aloof face but I really want you to be comfortable with me. I might not be the easiest person to be approach in the group but I could really assure you that I really love you. It's not like but it's love. I know this kind of confession is not what you would like but when you are ready to be with me just tell me. I will prepare a better confession for you. I'm willing to wait. Even if it's a decade, a century even a lifetime, I am still willing to wait for you." Yoon Gi replied.

I never thought that he would say such sweet words that could make my heart melt for him. My stone-cold heart is slowly filled with injection of warmth by him.

"Uhhh Lilac are you still there?" Yoon Gi said.

"Yeah sorry. I was in a dazed just now." I said.

"Ah I see. I think it's better for you to get some rest. I don't want to tire you out." Yoon Gi said.

"Ok bye bye." I said

"Hmm bye." Yoon Gi said.

The moment he hanged up on the phone, I almost screamed out loud but remembering that the landlady can hear me I decided to keep quiet. I don't want her rushing up to see nothing was wrong with me. She's too nice to me already so I don't want to trouble her. I could even feel my face heating up when I put my hands on my face. 'Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Min Yoon Gi what are you doing to my poor heart!!!!!!!!!'