Okaasan!!!! (Mom) Don't go, don't leave me..
Okaasan!!!!!!!!!
Woaahhhhhhhh, uhhhhhh.. my head hurts....
A dream? Again?
Since the day mom left, i always have this kind of dream...
Alone...
the more i dream like this, the more i felt alone
Darkness are embracing me...
i look at the clock, 4:30 am
still early to get up...
i close my eyes and decided to sleep again
Ring ring ring....it's already time to go home,
school is really boring
i always spaced out in the class, i never find it interesting, just always felt exhausted to do anything...
everything about this world is damn boring...
i hate my life.... i wish something new/good happen....
heading on my way home....
3 kms. away from home... i stop walking in front of the cherry tree, leaves are falling,
it's so beautiful.....
Flashback
when i was young, i used to play here with niisan ( older brother )
we're watching the flowers to bloom and fall together,, it's been 8 years since the last time i saw him.... i missed him so much
niisan ( he used to be my elder brother) but not blood related..his the son of my step father in his first family ... we became close to each other... we rely on each other....
i wonder how is he now?
when i will see him again?
nissan don't have any idea that i have feelings for him... that i love him ...
i love him so much... his the most important people to me...
i don't know when i stop seeing him as my older brother, it's just happen... i realized that i'm already inlove with him..
(kazuhiko residence)
Tadaima ( i'm home)
Huh? eh? Nis--s-aan????
looking into each other
nissaaaaaaaaaan... screaming while running towards him... i missed you so much....
Good to see you again... kaori-chan...
you've grown so much... your so beautiful as ever..
eichi-san said....
You too nissan.. your so gorgeous and tall now...you look like a model...
Hahahaha ... still have that great sense of humor kaori-chan....
kawaii (cute)
Hai,hai , lets cut out this greetings now...
kaori... you should go upstairs and change clothes....
you too eichi, i know your still tired from your flight..Get some rest and i'll wake you later if dinner is done ...
(kaori-chan thoughts)
nissan is here...i'm so excited... i'll spend all my vacation with him....
hmmmmm... i wonder if his sleeping now, i want to barge on his room, like the old times....
staring on their picture... does nissan have a girlfriend now?
for sure his popular in his school...
many girls are dating him...
thinking about it ,, hurts me..
shrug shrug...
how i wish... his mine
(Eichi thoughts)
it's been 8 years, she's grown bigger now... grown to a beautiful lady...
those eyes, long hair and sweet lips... she's really beautiful... her cheerfulness ... everything suits her perfectly... i wonder, if she's still the same like before, a kawaii little girl who always rely on him... i love the idea of being needed by her....
years passed... i haven't seen her for a long time, talk to her for the past 8 yrs .... but my feelings for her never change... it growns bigger instead...
i love her...
i lover so much ...
Going to kaori"s room...
knock knock knock...
kaori-chan????
it's open... maybe she forgot to lock the door...
she's sleeping....
i stare on her face... i want to remember every deatails of her....
i kiss her for head ...
nissan?? she said
she grabbed my hand and pulled me down...
our lips meet ..
her lips are hot .. she put her hand around my neck. ...
i hugged her back...
i give the most passionate kiss i can offer...
i love this girl more than anyone....
we kiss each other passionately...
she moaned...
Nissan...
I saw tears in the corner of her eyes...
Daisuke...(i love you)
i love you Eichi-san!!!!!!
I won't hold back anymore....
Aishteru ( i love you ) kaori chan
I can see the shockness on her face, tears start falling from her eyes
W-what did you say again???
I didn't hear it clearly, Can you say it again Eichi san
I said I love you too.....
I Love you kaori chan.... you are the most precious girl to me
She hugged me tightly
....
You don't know how happy i am Eichi,
I thought you will never love me more than a sister
(crying)
I dry her tears using my lips, i didn't intend to make her cry..
but this tears, are tears of joy
I can feel the happiness she felt right now, i also feel the same... knowing the person you love,
Love you back
I want to feel her
I want to make love with her....
Eichi slowly grabs her waist and put his lips on her... He start kissing her passionately
she respond on his kiss ....
Kaori thoughts,
I never felt like im in fire before, i can feel eichi's hot
I want more.... i start kissing him wildly, putting my tounge inside his mouth
Eichi thoughts,
I feel so hot and getting hotter by her kiss..
this turn me on, I'm so hard now.. My d*ck is erected, i hope she woudn't notice it
They undress each other...
Eichi slowly runs his hand on her body
kiss her neck and start removing her bra
kaori breath heavily.... ughhhhhhh eichi
she moaned
Eichi kiss me, from head to neck , slowly going down to my breast... he suck my left boobs,
playing my nipple on his mouth
Ahhhhhh, Eichi san
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
I bite my lower lips to avoid moaning
this makes me crazy, i can't explain the sensation i felt
He continue sucking both of my boobs, playing my nipple on his mouth and hand on the other...
His on my top now, i cross my legs on his body
Shit !!! he cussed
what's wrong?
he removed my legs and look on my panty
( i looked away while blushing) i still felt embarass
You're damn wet kaori...
Huh? what wet?
Ah, Nevermind..
he continue sucking my boobs and put his hands inside my underwear
I can feel his warm hands rubbing my p*ssy
Ahhhhhhh, i moan again
He get my hand and put it on his d*ck
Its so hot and hard
Just hold it, play it if you want
Ouchhhh !!! are you planning to break it??
I-im sorry, i don't know how to hold it properly
Okay, i'll teach you how
just hold it gently while pushing up and down
Like this???
Yeah, like that... Ahhhhhhhhh
It feel better ( Eichi said )
Ahhhh, please do it faster
I continue rubbing his d*ck
it makes me happy seeing him enjoying it
......
............
He put his d*ck inside my p*ssy
Ahhhhhhhhhh...
ouchhh , wait !!!!
I can't bear the pain
shhhhhhh... It's alrght, Ill do it slowly
I'll be gentle.... Ahhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhh ....Eichi moan
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i scream in pain
I feel a hot liquid going down trough my legs
It's done now, shhhhhhhh
I'm sorry kaori.... we shouldn't do this
Are you regreting it?
Nooo.. I do it because i want to.. that's how i feel
I just don't want you to get hurt and seeing you cry
I'm fine, Stop worrying Eichi
this pain is only temporary
I love you and i want to give my self to you
I love you too kaori,.....
He kissed my forehead and dressed me again
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