章節 2: We meet again

Today the school just blew me up. I was feeling awkward the previous day and today guess what has happened. Yeah.. A boy just asked me out. He is the most popular boy in school and I don't know why I feel suspicious. Why would a handsome guy ask out a nerd? I really don't care. My crush proposed me and I couldn't resist it. I'm just too curious to know the reason. Maybe I'm not a nerd, I just act like one. Or maybe they just wanna check me out. And there's also a possibility that they are rating me like they do to all girls except their girlfriends. It could be anything.. and I think I should investigate the fucking matter. Whatever it is.. It doesn't feel totally right. But, Sometimes I just ask myself to let loose. Like totally keeping the mind in rest. The b*tch of my mind thinks too much. Come on babe, let loose. The guy's name is Stefan. He is so cool and so handsome that you will just keep staring at him. He is not too good in studies yet, you know like hokey captain and muscular figure. Brown hair, deep blue eyes and amazingly attractive. Ok, I'll stop this conversation here. I really don't get why people write a diary.