章節 58: Chapter 56

Mr. and Mrs. Jeon has already left and the way mood of this party has changed has surprised me. I am currently standing in some corner alone staring at him. Just by sitting and having a drink, he still looks ethereal. Is there something ugly about him? I don't think so that that word was ever made for him. He is much far away from that and much closer to perfect. A smile appeared on my face just by looking at him. After the...umm...kiss, he never talked to me let alone look at me. Talking about kiss. I will never know how the hell I got the enough courage to ask for such a thing and that also to him. Before I was scared even to look into his eyes but the next second I asked him to kiss me. But I don't regret anything at least I got to feel those lips which I was fantasizing for few days. But the fact that this was our first and last kiss, panged my heart. My heart is saying I want him but my brain is saying that I can't. Only if I was not with Jimin, me and hyung can be together. But what he was saying before? He did something horrible? What could that really be? It won't be that bad right? It's not like he has murdered someone or someone. Yeah my hyung can never do that. When we came inside he disappeared in the ocean of people and I didn't have the courage to go in search for him so I just spotted a less crowded corner and went there after grabbing some non alcoholic drink. I was looking around the people aimlessly when I noticed him emerging out from the crowed with a drink in his hand and sat on one of the lounge stool. He looked slightly drunk but that didn't hide his beauty. I was just kept staring at him unknowingly since then. Suddenly he turned to me and looked straight into my eyes more like glared into them. I shuddered at his dark glare but didn't averted my gaze. Why he is looking at me like that? Did I do something wrong? Is-is he angry ab-about the kiss? The thought made me teared up. He looked away and got up after putting his glass back on the table beside him and went out. Then I realized that he left the party. I wanted to go after him, stop him and apologize for everything but it felt like my legs were froze. What if...What if he won't talk to me anymore? I wiped my tears before someone see me in this state and walked to a couch and sat. This place was even lesser crowded giving me enough space to contemplate my thoughts. I felt the couch beside me sank but didn't tried to turn or even look at whoever sat there. "So you really have a boyfriend huh?" The familiar voice made me snap and look at the person who was none another than the boy from the kitchen. What was his name exactly? Booheon? Kooheon? Whatever. I am in no state of remembering anything now. He was staring at me with a slight mischievous smile on his face making me feel awkward and avert my eyes from him. "I thought Yunki hyung was joking before but it seems like you are already taken." He spoke again. "H-how do you know?" I asked again looking at him but curiously. "I saw you kissing him." He replied and I got confused. "What? But I didn't kiss Jimin today." I said. "Jimin? Who is he? He asked with a frown. "My boyf" Then I realized what exactly he was talking about. He saw me and hyung kissing before and now he thinks that hyung is my boyfriend. Oh god why the hell I said Jimin's name? Now he will think I am cheating on him and will probably tell him. He started smirking making me gulp in fear. "Someone is interested in two timing?" I clenched my fists and looked away. "Is there any place for the third?" He asked making me glare at him. "What the ? I am not one of your ." I snapped. "But I promise none of your two boys will know about me. Just one night?" "Just leave from here before I punch you hard." "Oh my baby boy is angry? How adorable" He was still smirking making me pissed. Then his smirk converted into a serious look making me slightly nervous. "If you love Yunki hyung then why are you with this Jimin guy?" He asked and I widened my eyes. What the he is saying? "I was noticing for the whole time and I saw you were only looking at Yunki hyung. I never saw you glance at any other guy nor talking to this Jimin of yours." "W-what are you saying?" I stuttered nervously. "I know Yunki hyung for a long time along with Hobi and Namjoon since we all are rappers and never once during whole time I saw hyung liking someone. For one time I started thinking that he is aual until I heard his love story with some guy in high school. He didn't tell me willingly but he was drunk one night and blurted out his secrets along with...many other secrets." He got lost in his thoughts at the end of the sentence and I wonder does he really knows about hyung's life? Can he then tell me what horrible thing hyung was talking about? "He...He told me that he did something horrible" He snapped out of this thoughts and looked at me seriously. "He did. But that was not his mistake. He shouldn't torture himself like this. He was just trying to save Hyunki." I looked at him confused as the mention of new unknown name. "Hyunki? Who is he?" I asked curiously. "He looked at the ground then back at me. "It's not my place to tell. It's hyung's" I pouted slightly not getting enough information which I wanted. "But remember, he is so fragile from inside so never hurt him. He is like an elder brother to me and if you ever hurt him...I will kill you." I widened my eyes and before I could react he left me lost in my new clutter of thoughts. Ugh! What exactly you are hiding hyung?