章節 41: Chapter 39
TAEHYUNG'S POV.
"Why are you quiet now? Tell me." "I am asking you something Taehyung. Tell my why were..." "BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE WHEN YOU TALK TO HER!!!" I screamed "I-I don't know why but I don't like it." I added mumbled. "I d-don't like it...w-when you i-ignore...me." I didn't realize when words started flowing out of me on there own. "I don't like it when...you talk to s-someone other.....other than me." "I w-want you to n-notice me only." The brimming tears were finally cascading down my cheeks, getting collected at the mid bottom of my chin and finally falling down on my hands which were over my lap. Silence overtook both of us. It was so quiet that I could even hear my increasing heartbeats by every second. I was cursing myself internally. Why did I say that? Why couldn't I keep my ing mouth shut. Now he will hate you Kim Taehyung. He won't talk to you anymore. You are dumb Taehyung. You are so dumb. The realization was making me cry even louder and his silence was suffocating me more and more with every second. A deep sigh came from his mouth and he grabbed both of my hands making me flinched in fear but finally relaxing due to his warm touch. The fact that his simple touch can give such a strong emotion which Jimin never gave me made me scared. "Taehyung" His deep voice came making me stiffed again. "You have a boyfriend" He spoke calmly. "I know." "And he loves you so much" a guilt crawled inside my stomach making it churn. "I-I know" "Don't do this to him. I can never be with anyone and it's not because of you...but because of me." tears were flowing out of my eyes like two streams making my eyes sting and I started sobbing hard. "You are a nice guy and you deserve best which you already have and that's Jimin. You are just confused Tae and it's common at this age. It will be ok with time." Even the nickname from him didn't cure my throbbing heart. His each and every word were like arrows to it. "I hope you understand" I didn't replied anything not even a nod and he just started driving again making me miss his soothing touch already. It was silent during the drive back home. All those emotions and feelings which I was trying to neglect during past few days, he brought them back. It was like he opened a book of my own emotions towards him which I didn't understand or was refusing to understand. I cannot understand what to do anymore. It was clear that I like him there is no objection on that but I like Jimin too. I have one heart then why did it fell for two people? I wanted to go back and fix everything. But I don't know what I want to fix. Do I want me and Jimin to remain best friends and then meet Yunki hyung so I can be with him without any guilt or do I want to stop myself from ever falling for him and live happily with Jimin? My mind was a mess, my emotions were mess. Overall I was a complete mess inside. I was afraid what next day will be like. How will I face Yunki hyung after realizing my feelings for him? How will I face Jimin with the guilt of breaking my promise of loving him only? I hope everything will get better somehow. I hope it is just a bad dream and I will woke up in the arms of my Jiminie who will kiss me and give me his beautiful crescent smile while whispering good morning in his husky morning voice. "Do you want to eat anything? I can hear your stomach growling from here." His voice snapped me back from my thoughts and I shook my head lightly without looking at him. My stomach was sure empty but I was in no condition to even put anything in my mouth. He sighed heavily but didn't force me any further and kept silent during the rest of the drive which I was thankful of. I can't wait to finally get locked in my room and cry for the whole night.
SEOKJIN'S POV.
Tears were streaming down my cheeks but I couldn't feel anything anymore. I was numb. Completely numb. The words of my own father were stuck to my heart leaving a deep scar inside it. I thought maybe he have a little bit of feelings for me. Maybe he still remembered that I am his own flesh and blood. But I was wrong. I am nothing more than a product for profit for him. He uses me however he likes. Can't I just run away from all of this? All of the miseries caused by my own parents? I grabbed my cell phone from the top of the pillow nearby and went to gallery which consist of most of my and Joonie's pics. The one we took at our first date. He took me for ice skating even after knowing that neither of us knew how to do it. A chuckle escaped from me along with tears. Then I came across the pic of our first anniversary. He decorated our bedroom with scented candles and flowers. It was the most beautiful moment for me that I ended up crying like I am doing right now. It was also the night I finally decided to give him my everything and I never regretted that. He was and always will be the only one I love. I also came across the pic of the time we went to karaoke along with Hobi and Yunki. It was before the three maknaes came in our lives. Only I was able to sing high notes at that time rest of the three being rappers and having short vocal range ended up straining their voices. But it was quite funny sight to watch for me. I was laughing hard while clutching to my stomach during whole time but we had lots of fun. Ah this one. This is the pic when he took me on a date in a restaurant on my birthday. Just the two of us but we ended up fighting because the waitress there was trying to flirt with him and he didn't even refuse her instead on top of that gave her his beautiful dimple smile which only I deserve. I left the restaurant without even eating anything and he had to buy me lots of chocolates to finally made me talk to him. That moment makes me laugh whenever I think about it. We are so much in love but it is soon going to end. The harsh realization made me broke down in crying while clutching to my heart as it really stings due to suffocating all this time. The sudden ringing of my cell phone made me flinched and dropped it on my lap. After calming myself down and wiping away all the tears I picked it up. 'My dimple boy' It says making a drop of tear to slide down my cheek from my left eye. "H-hello" I cursed at myself for straining my voice due to all those crying. "Love?" His deep voice came spreading warmth throughout my body especially my throbbing heart. "J-Joonie" I choked. "How are you hyung?...I can feel you are not OK. Something is not right...but I can also sense that you are not going to tell me anything." "Joon I-I am sorryyy *sob*" "I wish I could help you baby but you are not even telling me except just crying and making me worrying about you more and more." "Talking to you is e-enough. It gives me strength." "That is why you never called me last few days right?" There was hurt coating his voice and making me sniffle again. "I-I am sorry" A deep sigh came from the other end "I will always be there for you hyung remember that and I will always wait for you even when you will push me away I will never stop loving you." My silent sniffles converted into loud sobs and I ended up crying harder. "H-hyung? Are you OK? Please don't cry hyung I can't see you like this." Before I could reply I heard a slight tap on my window making my head snapped in that direction. I saw someone's hand covered with black glove tapping on my window. My eyes widened and my body stiffened and a cold shiver ran through my body. "Hyung? Jin hyung? What happen?" Joon was busy calling my name but my mind stopped working due to terror. "I-I will talk to you later Joon" I finally spoke. The hand was still there and a second hand also covered in a black glove joined it. It seemed someone is trying to climb into my room. "What? Hyung are you OK?" "I am OK Joon. I promise I will call you back" and without waiting for his answer I hanged up.
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Did you guys like the sudden twist in Taegi's relationship? And also can you guess who could have come to Jin's room?
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