章節 15: Not leaving you

I went up to my brother and wiped his tears of his cheeks and kissed his forehead, "every thing will be ok as long as I put a bit of weight on" I said as I forced a smile onto my lips. "now who wants to watch a movie, I'll go make some snacks" I smiled as I left the room and went into the kitchen. I pulled out the popcorn and put it in the microwave, I pulled out chocolate and watermelon and bags of lollies and candy. The popcorn kept popping with every step I took when the popcorn was done I poured it into a bowl and got the chocolate and the lollies and candy. I walked out into the lounge room and no one was there I put the popcorn and things on the table I went back into the kitchen and got the bowl of watermelon and took it out to the table and put it down. I walked down the hall and knocked on my brothers door "no one in here" a voice replied I laughed softly and entered the room to see my brother and sister crying. "cry babies I tell you" I laughed as I went up to the bed and sat in between them my arms wrapped around there shoulders and had head leaned into my chest and psychos on my shoulder. "don't cry, yes I'm dying and I want you to remember me not sit here and cry and than regret it when I'm dead that we didn't do anything" I smiled. "your bad at cheering people up" Tyler laughed "wait is that what I was supposed to do" I laughed a chuckle came from my sisters lips "you know when I used to cry like a baby I used to climb into jaxs bed and hug him till I feel asleep" I laughed. "wait that's why you climbed into my bed" jax said while crying "I still do" I smiled as I kissed my siblings heads. "Baby can you smile for me I'm still right here and I ain't going nowhere I'm never gonna leave you that's what we said when we first opened our eyes it's from the crib to the coffin o ain't planing on leaving for a long time so smile for me if you dare" I sang. "we both know no one can take my place I'm a stay in your heart that's how I live on so smiled for me my beautiful babies" we all sang "I'm not leaving you cause I want to god's just being an ass and taking me from you but I'll always live on in your hearts" I sang. "I want you live life to the fullest with me cause we never know when it'll end so smile cause my story hasn't ended yet" we all sang. my siblings tears had stopped and there arms had wrapped around me hugging me tight "now let's choose that movie and eat I'm kinda hungry" I laughed as we got off the bed. we all sat on the couch jaxs sat on the right and psycho sat next to him than Tyler and than blade who sat next to him I sat next to him and my legs went onto of his lap and watched the movie and ate with my best friends.