章節 28: Remembering past pt.3

So I went to school and I saw her sitting on the bench. She was really beautiful and cute. I was so shy to sit with a pretty girl because I am not as beautiful as she is. So I just keep my bag in my sit and she was looking directly towards me. But I pretend nothing because I would feel a lot of nervousness. I kept quiet for a minute after the bell rang for the prayer I asked: "What happen you guys didn't tell that you all are going to go home early yesterday?" And she replied with laughs that "Oh! I am sorry" I was busy with my studies. Real is during the class period I don't want to think about Bashika because it will distract my studies. I don't why she keeps starring me. But I pretend that I don't know anything. It was the fifth period where teachers are busy with assembly. I was busy doing my Math's and she was sleeping but she was not really sleeping, she was quiet and staring at me. And I was pretending I didn't really know anything. But inside my mind and thoughts, I was laughing a lot that I can't control it any longer, so I kept my book inside my bag and went to my friend place because my laughs were going to come out. I still can't control myself, even I didn't tell Bashika about this. One day she told me her sister name and introducing me about her friends also she was telling me about all their boyfriends' name. So it was recessed period, I went outside of the class and all her sisters and friends came to me. And I was especially teasing her sister with her boyfriend's name; she was asking me that "Who told you that?" I said "Your sister told me" Her sister became angry and went running to her sister. After what happened to them I really don't know about anything. And after the recess was over then she came running and hit my back body. In my thoughts, Oh my God! It pains a lot and I never thought even one time also that she can do like that to me. But for her, I can control her pains to me. I was just acting in front of her. I was thinking that "I thought she is going to help me, but she is just forgiving and asking me to bit her, Huh! I felt so wrong about her. But still, I leave it because I didn't take that kind of thing seriously but especially breakup matters me a lot. I didn't concentrate my studies in the 3rd period and 4th period because it pains a lot and I can't control anymore, so I was just taking rest instead of learning what teacher was saying to all. After that 4th period finish, she started begging me that "I'm sorry a lot, please forgive and bit me as much you want t me I deserve it" I didn't really think about this would happen but when she was begging to me she was so cute that I want to make her say again but I just leave it. I replied to her that "I forgive you but I will not beat you" After the school over's, I went home, change my dress and I was going to take nap but suddenly I remember the incident of 2016. I was so much surprised that "How can I still remember her? But I still love Bashika. And I tried to forget about this thing for 3 days but I can't and in school, it makes my mood sad. But in front of Bashika, I was just happy, hiding my truth from her made me sadder, a lot. After a week I forgot the incident of 2016 because Bashika makes my heart happy and feels warm inside.