Jiang Yuyan who had started realizing her feelings for him, could not resist him or rather she didn't wish to resist but live in this moment when they were so close. She didn't know if it would be the same later but she wished to be selfish for once. Even before her heart and mind could realize or accept him, her body had accepted him long back when she failed to resist him every time.
But the question was, did she have the courage to confess it to Lu Lijun or more like she would continue to think he deserves someone better and not her who was broken and could not give herself to him completely when her heart was still filled with the yearning for Lu Qiang.