Fei Rui's death brought a huge blow to Gu Mengmeng.
She felt very uncomfortable but she could not blame anyone.
She could not vent the frustration suppressed within her and remained depressed every day.
At this time, she would be reminded of Cole.
After Cole died, Gu Mengmeng thought a lot. If she did not think about liking or hatred towards him, she realized that he treated her quite well.
He bore the burden of all the dirty and unsightly things, so that when something like what happened to Fei Rui occured, she could blame him with a reason, accuse him and criticize him, whereas she herself could be at ease.
Even though Cole's personality was twisted, but he really treated her nicely.