章節 8: A mess... A mess...
She didn't know why was so tired. It was like two years ago, when she woke up just to find that she lost all her family. She though was dreaming but in fact, reality could be so cruel. Airplane crush one year ago, only ten survivers. She was one of these people that could start again. Life is unfair. She hated herself for been such greedy person. She wish that Carlos' family was her but it can be, just not. She envy him and hate herself because He is in love of her. Could she someday loves him?
- Are you awake? - a tender voice sounds around her mind. She just answer with a sound and a slightly nodd.
- Great! I have breakfast for you, I was thinking in let here, but since you are awake, perhaps we can eat togheter, what do you think? - his voice was mellow, any girl dream about meet somebody like him but she just was dead inside. She is so drunk in pain and hate, she is so resentful about her own decisions...
- No...- her answer was so low, like whisper, he couldn't listen well so ask again.
- I know you're tired but I ask to chef to make your favorite ... - before he could finish his sentence she answer in bad mood - I say no! - this time she look at him with ice eyes, cold as snow. His hearth sank, "what just happened? what's wrong?". Just when he was prepared to ask, she continue with her harsh speech.
- No for wherever you want, no for wherever you feel for me, no for been with you... - she was stare at him, saw the sadness covering his eyes, but she knows that it's time, if she don't do it now later she will regret - I'm tired of this facade, I don't love you.
His hearth crush in thousands of pieces, it was so painful. He feel like air in the room are so poor, he is asfixiating.
- But... - his voice trembling - why? am I such bad and ugly person to you? maybe right now you don't love me but... - I can love anybody Carlos... I'm dead, since accident the person that you are in love died and right now, this thing, this... I don't know what am I but I can feel anything for you or whoever. Do you understand me? I'm tired.
He is mute. He is daze. She kills him. He look behind her, It is a suitcase, Is she leaving him?at this moment? With his finger without a word, point the thing like asking her. She sigh.
- I thinking that is the best if I'm leaving because if I stay more time it will be difficult to explain to your parents and now I'm in no mood for been happy. So, forgive me please.
Then, just like that, she gone.
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