That moment, she even considered that possibility that the reason why she was confined from her previous life, was that she is not supposed to be born in the first place.
Who would want to have a child that only causes misfortune? Is she a curse to all existence?
Highly possible, because the moment she had arrived at the Shizi Empire, she had experienced a never-ending problem that even implicated others.
She is starting to welcome death as she remembers a lot of things not only from her previous life as well as her short freedom in Shizi Empire.
Maybe, death is better than being confined to a place alone. "Why did I not kill myself sooner?" Gao Lan Mei asked herself loudly before she chuckled, almost mockingly as she remembered the times she almost felt like dying before. Sadly, it seems even death is not welcoming her.