章節 15: 1st World: A/B/O: 4 Flashback TW!
A/N: Warning Dark Chapter ahead, this was very difficult to write, and I am still debating on if I should publish this part or not because of the nature of the topic and it is a bit graphic.
*Update I decided to pubplish it since I accidentally uploaded today's chapter several hours too early and it registered it as yesterday. I am going for daily uploads currently so I will upload this & try to hurry and get another one out too since this one will be shorter and some may even skip it & if you do trust me I understand. There is a reason I put an age restriction on this novel,
Just a heads up this will be hard to read but it is important, that said if you will be triggered by Child abduction and SA please skip, also there will be a vivid murder as well, I also understand if you cannot or need to skip this part.
This does give some background on a snippet of what Phoenix has gone through and endured, so it is very important to the overall story, but I understand if you need to skip this chapter that said here it is.
I also want to state that I will NOT write about this again other than briefly mentioning, that Nix went through horrific abuse when he was a child in many lives and those horrors include SA. Though I can empathize with Nix on this I cannot write about it without getting physically sick to my stomach as well as it triggers my own trauma as well. Now that all this is said lets jump inot this so I can hurry and post a happy chapter and leave this trauma behind for a bit, after all Nix deserves some happiness and a dang break.
*******************Quick Flashback****************
That day Phoenix had been heading home from work when he heard the muffled screams and cries of a child. Without thinking his feet moved in the direction of the now barely audible sounds. He instinctively went in search of the cries in the direction he detected them coming from.
When he stumbled across an apartment on the ground floor that had a sliding glass door that was left slightly ajar along with the curtain that went with it, allowing for both sound and some images to come through the opening.
He waited a few moments but did not hear anything, so he brushed it off as him hearing things or rather miss hearing things and that his trauma just made him automatically think it was a child being abused who made that sound. He could not deny a few images of his own past traumas past his mind when he initially heard the sound.
He was about to walk away when he caught a glimpse of a man who looked to be an alpha raping a poor child. The alpha had the child bent over the bed while he was suffocating both the child and his or her screams by pinning his or her head straight into the mattress. The child's arms and hands were bound behind his back and were purple from lack of circulation caused by how tight the rope that was used to bind his hands and arms was.
Without hesitating Phoenix jumped into action and began to look around and found a brick laying nearby and stealthily entered the apartment, not alerting the disgusting perpetrator. He snuck up behind the alpha. Phoenix raised the brick above his head and with both hands slammed in into the man's head with all his might. The alpha who never saw it coming, let out a strange sound as he lifted his hand towards his head as he began to fall forward. He slumped forward onto the boy and was making strange noises while his body twitched.
Phoenix jumped into action once more and promptly pushed the man off the boy. He got the extremely frightened and now traumatized little boy up and made sure he was breathing ok, since he had stated turning pale and a little blue from having his face pushed into the matters, suffocating him.
Once Phoenix was sure the boy was back to breathing normally, he explained that he was there to help him and that he would get him to safety and to please trust him though he understood how difficult that was for the little one. Glancing over at the man, Phoenix confirmed that he would most likely not be going anywhere so he decided that he had to get the child to a secure location.
Thinking of this, he quickly wrapped the boy up in a blanket and covered the boys head as he quickly took the boy from the room into what turned out to be a bathroom once in there, he sat the boy down He got to work on undoing the ropes that bound the boys wrist and arms, all the while giving comforting reassurances though he knew that it would not help much he kept his tone even and gentle.
While he worked on trying to undo these blasted knots Phoenix asked the boy a few questions in order to boy get some important information as well as calm the boy and access him. 'Him my name is Nix; can you tell me your name?" He had asked in the gentlest tone he had ever used. He smiled weakly as he did his best to be strong and calm for the little one right now.
It was a few moments before the little boy finally spoke in a weak voice replying simply "Gabe". Phoenix thought well this is progress at least then asked another question. "Do you know who that man is?" The little boy nodded his head then told Phoenix how the man was his stepdad, or at least that is what the man says. He said his family sold him to him because he was a filthy omega slut, and that the boy now has to call him Daddy and refers to him as his Stepfather.
Phoenix could not keep his brows from furrowing and as he got the last knot undone finally despite his shaking hands and seeing red. It was all he could do to keep it in and not frighten poor Gabe any further.
'I will make sure that sorry piece of shit suffers an excruciating end, even if it is the last thing I do in this life and even if I have to forfeit the soul power I will gain from this world! I will take him out along with me if I have to! Solaris, I hope you do not think any less of me after this is all said and done but even if you do, I must do this! NO ONE SHOULD EVER ABUSE A CHILD IN ANY FORM, ESPECIALLY NOT THIS FUCKING WAY!' Phoenix was so livid he was screaming at the top of his lungs through the mental link he has with Solaris and all while keeping his face passive as he worked to free Gabe.
He finally was able to put some much-needed slack in the rope before promptly taking the rope off and gently rubbing the boy's wrist and hands to help with circulation. Once the color came back Phoenix moved to face the boy as he had one last and important question to ask for the time being,
"Gabe, is this the first time he has done this to you?" He remained calm and collected on the surface bellying the tumultuous raging inferno that lay just beneath the surface. His mask nearly cracked when the little boy replied.
"No, it is not... he even has his friends do it when they come over and sometimes, he just watches while others he might join in. He said there is something wrong with me and that I deserve it that I am a disgusting omega slut and that it was my place to be pressed under an alpha and that it is my fault for seducing him with my looks. He said he has to teach me how to properly take an alphas knot before I have my first heat, or I will die. I don't want to be a dirty omega slut! Why can't I be an alpha like the rest of my siblings? Why couldn't my parents just love me even if I am a dirty omega? What did I do wrong to be treated this way? I just want to go home; I really miss my momma and father.'
The little boy's body was shaking from the force of his cries. Phoenix who could empathize all too well with the boy, asked Gabe if he could hug him to which Gabe threw himself into Pheonix's arms while the later just hugged the little one close and kept telling him he did nothing wrong, nothing was wrong with him and that
After reassuring the boy everything will be ok and to remain here no matter what until he personally comes back for him. "No matter what you hear do not come out of this bathroom or unlock and open the door for anyone or any reason ok? Phoenix who was crouching down so that he was eye level with the little boy all but begged the little boy as he did not want to traumatize the child more. The little boy nodded his head.
He genteelly stoked the boys head again and offered a reassuring smile. "I am going to go call the police and make sure that man can never hurt you or anyone else ever again. Remember, wait here, cover your ears and no matter what you hear if it is not my voice or someone who has the code word, we decided on do NOT open that door. Now, stay here, in the linen press and I will be back, I promise!" Phoenix gave the boy one last smile before closing the door of the cabinet and locked the door handle of the bathroom before closing it behind him as he went to call the emergency services and deal with that man.
Upon leaving the bathroom Phoenix noted that the man was still laying in the same spot he left him, his head was still steadily bleeding, and the man looked noticeably pale. "Oh no, you sorry piece of shit, do not get to die that easy!" He said as he walked to the man and kicked the side of his leg earing a strangled moan from the man who was still not fully aware.
Phoenix tilted his head as he took in the alpha laying on the floor, trying to decide just what he should do to this man this disgusting excuse for an alpha. Then it hit him, with a smile that reached from ear to ear but not his eyes and a psychotic look in his eyes, Phoenix nodded in approval. He kicked the man one last time before leaving the room.
If anyone had seen the look on Phoenix's face at that moment, they would have surely not only soiled their pants with urine, but they would have also defecated in them as well. It even left Solaris shivering and swearing in his heart to never touch his master's bottom line.
Phoenix was not a warm and caring person but as a survivor of abuse of all kinds he, has zero tolerance for child abuse of any kind, not that abusing an adult is ok, but children are pure and innocent and it is up to the adults to protect, nurture, love and teach them how to be strong, independent, hard-working, honest, and just plain good members of society. Sadly, in many worlds they have been in Phoenix has noticed that unfortunately that is not often the case for a lot of children. Some worlds they even find it acceptable to use a child for the sexual gratification because adultery or even sex outside of marriage period is not accepted and, in some worlds, even punishable by death but it was perfectly fine to use the child slaves or orphans to skirt around those laws at it was all at in the open.
Phoenix could not do anything in those worlds to help anyone as he could not even help himself as he was still fully controlled by the jailor system. Now that he is free, he will no longer stand ideally by and not help when he sees something like this! He will teach this man, this filthy alpha a lesson he will never forget! He walked out of the room with the same twisted look on his face.
In this current world omegas are looked down on to the point that they are not seen as humans all because of their heat cycle and needing an alpha during or they will be driven mad. If an omega has been marked by an alpha in this world, they have to remain with that alpha for life because the will need his seed and knot every estrus/heat cycle which unfortunately is every month. If the omega does not get their alphas seed and knot, they will face increasing pain and need until they are no longer able to function and will slip into madness before dying.
Alphas in this world find it the norm and ok to withhold their knot and cum from their omega and in some cases omegas as a form of control and punishment. Most will wait up until the omega reaches the point of no return before giving them what they need. Not all omegas make it through those "punishments".
Phoenix does not care that he will not just arrested but probably get an outrageous punishment as to make an example out of him, but he does not care! It is sick how omegas can just be sold and treated as if they are a good and not an actual living human being!
'Master you could always claim that your omega instincts kicked in. You know that is the only way that you will get out of this without sever punishment.' Solaris said through their mind link. Phoenix thought for a moment and what Solaris said is true. As an omega my instinct is to be submissive sure, but it is also a fundamental instinct to protect our offspring even to the point of death. 'Yeah, that could work but honestly, I do not care. If I have to leave this world early and give up the soul power, I would have gained but completing it, then it is still worth it. I cannot live with myself if I do nothing.'
Upon his return to the room the alpha pig was in Phoenix was wearing a pair of long yellow latex gloves used when was washing dishes and holding a six-sided cheese grater in his left hand and seven-inch santoku knife in his right hand.
He was still sporting the twisted look on his face. He looked down at the alpha laying on the floor. "Well, I guess I should thank you for making this easier for me. At least now I do not need to pull your disgusting pants and briefs. Hmmm, maybe I should also lay down a blanket to act as a dam so that the blood does not reach the bathroom door. I do not want poor Gabe to see it." Phoenix let out a laugh so chilling it made the demons in hell shutter.
"Do not worry, when I am done with you, you will no longer be an alpha and won't need you knot or pathetic excuse of an alpha cock. Hahahaha, is that why you rape children? Because no adult omega or even beta would feel let alone enjoy or even pick your tiny dick when they could have a real alpha knot. I think most omega males have a bigger dick you." Phenix laughed as he laid the blanket down to help absorb some of the blood that was already pooling, it will only increase in volume.
The alpha made a sound that sounded angry and strangled at the same time yet made no movement whatsoever. It made sense as Phoenix hit him in the back of the head where his skull meets his spine, ensuring the alpha would end up with a sever spinal and head injury resulting in paralysis. "Though you are most likely quadriplegic now you should still be able to feel everything. Let's see how you like having something forcibly done to you when you are powerless to stop it or even fight back." As Phoenix said this, he pulled the alpha's sock off and shoved it deep in his mouth so that his screams will be muffled and hopefully won't be heard by Gabe who was still safe hidden in the locked bathroom.
Phoenix got to work, stimulating the alphas limp dick so that it would make his next step easier. Once that was done, he took the six-sided cheese grater to the alpha sorry excuse of an alpha dick and proceeded to "can" it. The Alpha's eyes opened wide as he was screaming at the tops of his lungs, but the sound was muffled by the sock shoved tightly into his mouth. The alpha quickly passed out due to shock from the overwhelming pain.
Phoenix did not notice any of this because he was far away trapped in the memory of when he had his feet canned in a previous life where he was an omega but would not bow and submit to his alpha father. He was four when it happened and he was never able to walk correctly afterwards, not even when the wounds healed.
Upon snapping out of the memory of his own trauma, Phoenix realized the alpha had passed out. He pulled out an eighteen-gage hyper dermic needle, syringe and a vial from his pocket space in Solaris and proceeded to prepare the injection. Once he had finished, he skillfully administered the shot to the alpha stored the used items back in his pocket space and counted to ten.
As if on cue the alpha gasped for air eye open wide at the exact time Phoenix reached the number ten. Seeing that the alpha was now a wake, Phoenix picked up the santoku knife with his right hand while he held the alphas testicles and scrotum stretched out away from the body. making sure it was nice and taut. He skillfully spun it around on the palm of his right hand before grasping it and swiftly slicing the alphas scrotum and testicles from his body.
"Well now that you are a nurtured alpha you won't be needing these so let me take you a delicacy." was all Phoenix said as he promptly sliced and diced the now alpha's "jewels". Once he was satisfied, he took the sock out of the alphas mouth and proceeded to force-feed the alpha his own mutilated and minced meat testicles and scrotum. He forcefully held the alpha's mouth closed and pinched his nose until the alpha swallowed every last bit.
As if that all that was not enough to satisfy Phoenix's need for revenge, he sliced off the alpha's penis, and while it was still stiff from the blood that was left in it, he shoved it up the alpha's own asshole. He could not get it in the whole way, so he used the knife to make sure it all when in.
Phoenix who was now covered in sweat and blood was starting to come back to reality as his PTSD attack finally let up, only looked down at himself and then at what use to be an alpha man and is now a eunuch. A eunuch is something that even in this society is considered lower than omegas if that is even believable with how the treat omegas. He smiled satisfied with his work and went back to the kitchen to wash the blood from his hands and face before going to retrieve Gabe and wait for the authorities outside since they should be here any time.
Phoenix successfully retrieved the terrified boy who saw the blood on Phoenix, but his instincts told him he could trust the older omega so when Phoenix opened his arms for the boy to come to him, Gabe did not hesitate. He wrapped Gabe up tight and covered his head with the blanket. "Do not take the cover off until I say so ok?" Gabe just nodded his little head in response again.
'This poor child needs therapy and a lifetime of it not to mention he will need some where safe to go. Phoenix was stressed and his heart was breaking for the little boy. Solaris is there anything we can do for him?' Solaris was silent but Phoenix knew the answer was probably a resounding no since he is surely to end up in prison or dead for this. His only regret is not being able to do more for the boy.
**************************END OF FLASHBACK********************************
That day Solaris realized that despite his master always appearing to be ok, he is absolutely not ok. He also realized that though his master is typically a very gentle despite his cold appearance he also has a sadistic side that is just waiting for the moment it can be unleashed against those who put him through all this. Solaris lit a candle in his heart because there is a chance that even the heavens will no longer remain once Phoenix gains his memories and power back. 'Even a rabbit will viciously fight back if it is cornered and it's life threatened,' Solaris thought to himself. He does not blame Phoenix at all and if he could have, he would have done something similar too.
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If you made it this far thank you for sticking it out as this was an extreamly heavy and dark subject matter. It is important as it shows the level of trauma Nix is burden with. This is just some of the truama that he endured that I would like to heal in this novel. Thank you for your continued support and as always if you feel it deserves it please, add it to your library, collections, write a review, leave a coment or multiple ones and/or give power stones if you would like to show your support.
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