Chương 23: I am starting to let go

<p> (Ken told me that Eric's parents was not at home, that they went for a trip, that mean Eric is all alone,I came out of the taxi,i paid the fee and walked to the gate, thankfully it was opened so I entered into the compound).<br/>     (I rang the door bell for the first time but there was no response,I rang it for the second time,then the door opened,Eric came out) what are you doing here?(he asked me)I came to apologize(I replied)for what exactly?(he asked again).<br/><br/>     For everything(I answered)okay,go on, apologize(he said)okay, am sorry,for what i did to Alice and for avoiding you too(I apologize) okay,you are done right?(he asked)you can leave (he added)well,am not done yet(I answered).<br/>    What else do you want?(he asked)I just need a minute(I said)a minute?for what?(he asked but he was not happy)to explain some things to you(I answered)explain?sure go on,am all ears(he replied with an awkward tune).<br/>       Can we at least discuss inside?(I asked) discuss inside,I thought you said you wanted to explain something to me?(he asked as he glare at me)yes,I want to explain something to you(I said as I bow my head).<br/><br/><br/>              Val pov NARRATOR <br/>Damn,I think I should just tell him the truth,I don't like the tune of his voice,I think I really hurt him by avoiding him all those weeks,I know it was wrong for me to avoid him,that is why I am ready to let him in.gosh I hope he forgives me,let continue.<br/><br/>     I never wanted to have anything with the word love,I hated the word love,boys and men,I never thought I would ever confess my feelings to any one(I started to explain)am sorry if my actions hurt you,am sorry for acting mean and all that(I said almost in tears).<br/>    I understand if you don't want to forgive me, it's alright but I just wanted you to know that I didn't mean to act the way I did(I added)I was just af... afraid(I said as I bow my head)afraid of what?(he asked calmly).<br/><br/>  I..i..was afraid of getting dumped and abandon(I said as tears rolled down my cheek) but its alright,you don't need a mean and heartless girl like me(I added as I clean my eyes,then I turned to leave)hold on(Eric said then I stopped,I turned to face him).<br/><br/>    But why were you afraid?(Eric asked)well,it is because of my dad,he caused it,he caused everything(I replied)I don't like talking about it(I added)it's alright(Eric said)am sure you will tell me whenever you are ready(Eric added with a smile)hmm(I sighed) come in(Eric said) really??(I asked)yes(Eric replied as he moved away for her to pass).<br/><br/>       Thanks(I replied so we entered)have your seat(Eric said)thanks(I replied as I sit down)so what can i offer you?(Eric asked standing)am alright(I replied)no,no,I won't take that as an answer(Eric said clicking is tongue)but...(I tried to say)shh,no word(Eric said as he place one of his finger on my lip to shut me up,we started staring at each other).<br/><br/>              VAL POV(NARRATOR)<br/>     Damn,he is so cute,I was really afraid that he is going to let me go, men,my heart was already panting,even though it made me to remember my dad,but no worries am cool,am so happy,do you know that as he place his finger on my lip,I got butterflies in my stomach?<br/>      Gosh it was amazing,I never imagine in my life that I will ever come this close to a guy,don't worry nothing bad is going to happen,I always key to my mom's advice,which is marriage before anything,hahaha she is right.<br/>       Gosh am starting to have a lot of goosebumps all over me now,we better continue,so we can see what happen next..<br/><br/>      I know what you would like(Eric said as he broke the silent)just a sec(Eric added as he removed his finger from my lips,then he went to the kitchen)here(Eric said after coming out of the kitchen)wow smoov!!(I said)yeah(he said as he hand over the drink to me)thanks(I replied after collecting it from him).<br/>       (We chatted for some minutes)am bored (I said as I rest my back on the couch)me too(Eric said)hmm,what should we do?(I asked)I don't know(Eric answered)oh,i got it(I said as I snapped my fingers then got up) what??(Eric asked)we should make popcorn(I said)what!!?(Eric said then got up).<br/><br/>    Oh,don't tell me you can't make popcorn?(I asked with a funny expression)mee!!?(Eric asked)no way,am a good popcorn maker(Eric said)really?(I asked as I rap my hands together)I bet,mine is even sweeter than yours(Eric said with confidence)are you serious?(I asked in surprise)you heard me right(he answered).<br/>      Alright then,lets do popcorn competition(I said)are you joking?(he asked)oh you are not joking(he answered the question by himself)are you afraid?(I asked)me?afraid of what?(he asked)hmm,let's see(I said then started thinking)getting beaten by a girl(I finally said after some second)no way, bring it on(he said).<br/>      You will make popcorn while i will make mine then i will taste your popcorn and you will taste mine(i said)and the rules are no rules(i added then we started making the popcorn after 30 minutes we where done, we dishes the popcorn into a bowl).<br/>     Wow!!mine looks delicious(I said as I dropped my bowl then I sat down)oh no(Eric said)mine is more delicious(he added then sat down too)hmm,well one way to find out(I said then took from his popcorn and I ate it) mmm,really tasty(I complemented it,then I took from my own)mind blowing!!!(I screamed).<br/>     Really?(he asked)yes of course(I answered then he took from my popcorn)shh,not too good(he said)what!!?(I asked)yeah(he replied  then he took from his own popcorn)this is what am talking about(he said)oh so you are trying to say mine is not good?(i asked).<br/>    Not really(he answered)then you mean I can't cook?(I asked again)no,you can(he answered)are you sure?(I asked)yes(he said)then say mine is sweeter(I said)What! val,you and i know that mine is sweeter(he said)no,I don't know(I said as I got up from the couch).<br/>    <br/>            Val pov NARRATOR <br/>   Well,frankly speaking his popcorn was better than mine,it was really tasty but you don't expect me to say it to him,it would sound weird,but don't worry I will tell him but not now,let me have a little fun.lets continue. <br/><br/>    Are you serious?(he asked)yes(I answered) gosh,girl can never accept defeat(he said then smiled)okay,yours is sweeter(he finally said then I smiled)that was easy(I said then smiled and I sat down again)what was that for?(he asked)I just wanted you to praise my popcorn even though I know yours is better(I finally confess that his own was sweeter).<br/><br/>     I won!!(he shouted) what?(I asked)I told you mine is sweeter(he said) oh that,hmm(I said) anyways yours is still sweet(he said)I know what to do(he said then went to the kitchen,he came back holding a bowl,he took from my and his popcorn then he mixed it together).<br/> This is better(he said then sat down)yeah(I said then we started eating,after eating the popcorn we played video games together and other interesting games like chess and card).VALERIA(he caused it)<br/> Episode 23<br/>   I am starting to let go<br/><br/> (Ken told me that Eric's parents was not at home, that they went for a trip, that mean Eric is all alone,I came out of the taxi,i paid the fee and walked to the gate, thankfully it was opened so I entered into the compound).<br/>     (I rang the door bell for the first time but there was no response,I rang it for the second time,then the door opened,Eric came out) what are you doing here?(he asked me)I came to apologize(I replied)for what exactly?(he asked again).<br/><br/>     For everything(I answered)okay,go on, apologize(he said)okay, am sorry,for what i did to Alice and for avoiding you too(I apologize) okay,you are done right?(he asked)you can leave (he added)well,am not done yet(I answered).<br/>    What else do you want?(he asked)I just need a minute(I said)a minute?for what?(he asked but he was not happy)to explain some things to you(I answered)explain?sure go on,am all ears(he replied with an awkward tune).<br/>       Can we at least discuss inside?(I asked) discuss inside,I thought you said you wanted to explain something to me?(he asked as he glare at me)yes,I want to explain something to you(I said as I bow my head).<br/><br/><br/>              Val pov NARRATOR <br/>Damn,I think I should just tell him the truth,I don't like the tune of his voice,I think I really hurt him by avoiding him all those weeks,I know it was wrong for me to avoid him,that is why I am ready to let him in.gosh I hope he forgives me,let continue.<br/><br/>     I never wanted to have anything with the word love,I hated the word love,boys and men,I never thought I would ever confess my feelings to any one(I started to explain)am sorry if my actions hurt you,am sorry for acting mean and all that(I said almost in tears).<br/>    I understand if you don't want to forgive me, it's alright but I just wanted you to know that I didn't mean to act the way I did(I added)I was just af... afraid(I said as I bow my head)afraid of what?(he asked calmly).<br/><br/>  I..i..was afraid of getting dumped and abandon(I said as tears rolled down my cheek) but its alright,you don't need a mean and heartless girl like me(I added as I clean my eyes,then I turned to leave)hold on(Eric said then I stopped,I turned to face him).<br/><br/>    But why were you afraid?(Eric asked)well,it is because of my dad,he caused it,he caused everything(I replied)I don't like talking about it(I added)it's alright(Eric said)am sure you will tell me whenever you are ready(Eric added with a smile)hmm(I sighed) come in(Eric said) really??(I asked)yes(Eric replied as he moved away for her to pass).<br/><br/>       Thanks(I replied so we entered)have your seat(Eric said)thanks(I replied as I sit down)so what can i offer you?(Eric asked standing)am alright(I replied)no,no,I won't take that as an answer(Eric said clicking is tongue)but...(I tried to say)shh,no word(Eric said as he place one of his finger on my lip to shut me up,we started staring at each other).<br/><br/>              VAL POV(NARRATOR)<br/>     Damn,he is so cute,I was really afraid that he is going to let me go, men,my heart was already panting,even though it made me to remember my dad,but no worries am cool,am so happy,do you know that as he place his finger on my lip,I got butterflies in my stomach?<br/>      Gosh it was amazing,I never imagine in my life that I will ever come this close to a guy,don't worry nothing bad is going to happen,I always key to my mom's advice,which is marriage before anything,hahaha she is right.<br/>       Gosh am starting to have a lot of goosebumps all over me now,we better continue,so we can see what happen next..<br/><br/>      I know what you would like(Eric said as he broke the silent)just a sec(Eric added as he removed his finger from my lips,then he went to the kitchen)here(Eric said after coming out of the kitchen)wow smoov!!(I said)yeah(he said as he hand over the drink to me)thanks(I replied after collecting it from him).<br/>       (We chatted for some minutes)am bored (I said as I rest my back on the couch)me too(Eric said)hmm,what should we do?(I asked)I don't know(Eric answered)oh,i got it(I said as I snapped my fingers then got up) what??(Eric asked)we should make popcorn(I said)what!!?(Eric said then got up).<br/><br/>    Oh,don't tell me you can't make popcorn?(I asked with a funny expression)mee!!?(Eric asked)no way,am a good popcorn maker(Eric said)really?(I asked as I rap my hands together)I bet,mine is even sweeter than yours(Eric said with confidence)are you serious?(I asked in surprise)you heard me right(he answered).<br/>      Alright then,lets do popcorn competition(I said)are you joking?(he asked)oh you are not joking(he answered the question by himself)are you afraid?(I asked)me?afraid of what?(he asked)hmm,let's see(I said then started thinking)getting beaten by a girl(I finally said after some second)no way, bring it on(he said).<br/>      You will make popcorn while i will make mine then i will taste your popcorn and you will taste mine(i said)and the rules are no rules(i added then we started making the popcorn after 30 minutes we where done, we dishes the popcorn into a bowl).<br/>     Wow!!mine looks delicious(I said as I dropped my bowl then I sat down)oh no(Eric said)mine is more delicious(he added then sat down too)hmm,well one way to find out(I said then took from his popcorn and I ate it) mmm,really tasty(I complemented it,then I took from my own)mind blowing!!!(I screamed).<br/>     Really?(he asked)yes of course(I answered then he took from my popcorn)shh,not too good(he said)what!!?(I asked)yeah(he replied  then he took from his own popcorn)this is what am talking about(he said)oh so you are trying to say mine is not good?(i asked).<br/>    Not really(he answered)then you mean I can't cook?(I asked again)no,you can(he answered)are you sure?(I asked)yes(he said)then say mine is sweeter(I said)What! val,you and i know that mine is sweeter(he said)no,I don't know(I said as I got up from the couch).<br/>    <br/>            Val pov NARRATOR <br/>   Well,frankly speaking his popcorn was better than mine,it was really tasty but you don't expect me to say it to him,it would sound weird,but don't worry I will tell him but not now,let me have a little fun.lets continue. <br/><br/>    Are you serious?(he asked)yes(I answered) gosh,girl can never accept defeat(he said then smiled)okay,yours is sweeter(he finally said then I smiled)that was easy(I said then smiled and I sat down again)what was that for?(he asked)I just wanted you to praise my popcorn even though I know yours is better(I finally confess that his own was sweeter).<br/><br/>     I won!!(he shouted) what?(I asked)I told you mine is sweeter(he said) oh that,hmm(I said) anyways yours is still sweet(he said)I know what to do(he said then went to the kitchen,he came back holding a bowl,he took from my and his popcorn then he mixed it together).<br/> This is better(he said then sat down)yeah(I said then we started eating,after eating the popcorn we played video games together and other interesting games like chess and card).</p>