the day i met her

She woke up suddenly in the middle of the night feeling anxious, indolent and all covered in cold sweat.so she got up from bad to fetch her pills and get some water.This wasn't the first time she woke up like this. It usually happen with her whenever she forgot to take here sleeping pills. The nights weren't always same for her. But that incident had left a huge scar on her mind. She can clearly remember that how much she tried to assure everyone that she wasn't at fault she was innocent. But those maligning comments suppressed her voice. And now she wonders that , "will i ever able to live free from these nightmares and the memories of that incident? ".