Chương 3: Chapter 2
Rose
"Hello, Pacific Ocean. I'm Rose Marie Parque. 25 Philippines. It's nice to meet you."
Nakangiting bati ko sa malawak na dagat na nasa harapan ko ngayon.
Gulo-gulo ang buhok ko sa napakalakas at malamig na hangin na humahampas sa dagat na nagdudulot ng alon.
The scenery is mesmerizing, it compliments the music that I am listening from my blue tooth earphones right now.
The cold and deep place
Where the black waves break
Memories become more blurred every day
The song that will have to end...
Tell me everything about you,
If you want me
Please hurry up and take me
So that my feet can touch the ground
In my empty inside
Breathe in your breath
So that I can float again
My endless blue...
I sighed.
I am feeling frustrated now...
I wish the sea could take me now.
Literal na lamunin ng dagat.
"If ever I'll be gone, I want my ashes to be in this beautiful sea."
I smiled bitterly, and slowly felt pity about myself.
How could someone think of dying when she badly wanted to live?
I let myself drowned from the breath-taking view of an afternoon sky kissing the sea.
Too bad, I don't even have the guts to witness the sunset because it will just bring me sadness.
As I continued looking at the wholeness of my surroundings, a sudden call caught my attention.
"Hello Rose nasaan ka ba? Bakit bigla ka nalang umaalis nang 'di nagsasabi sa'kin? Nag-aalala na ako sa'yo. Umuwi ka na."
It was my Yaya Shirley on the line. Marahil ay nalaman na niyang umalis ako ng bahay at pumuntang malayo dahil nakita wala ang luggage ko at iba kong mga damit.
"Ya, huwag ka nang mag-alala sa'kin. Nagbaksayon lang ako somewhere."
Somewhere in the middle of the sea.
"Alam mo namang bawal sa'yo umalis nang mag-isa..."
"Yeah, I know Ya! Bye po."
I immediately cut the call.
Hindi ko na hinintay na magsalita pa siya dahil alam kong sesermonan na naman niya ako.
Si Yaya Shirley ang tanging counted na naging kasama ko buong buhay ko, kaya't ganoon nalang siya kung mag worry sa'kin.
Simula nung namatay ang mommy ko dahil sa isang aksidente ay soya na amg tumayong guardian ko, Well I still have my Dad pero para ding wala, he have never been a Dad to me since day one.
Kasama ko nga siya pero parang hindi naman ako nag eexist sa mundo niya.
He doesn't even know my condition right now, seriously.
He is always busy thinking about his company and stressing himself on how to earn a lot of money and spoil me with it. Akala kasi niya ay matatapatan ng pera niya ang pagmamahal ng magulang na kailangan ko.
I'm sick of it kaya naisipan ko na ring umalis sa puder niya at tumira mag-isa.
I sighed.
Pero kahit ganoon ang sitwasyon ko ay naniniwala parin akong may dahilan parin para maging masaya.
Ang mabuhay ka pa ng isang araw ay isa nang dahilan para sumaya.
At kung saan man ang dulo ng buhay na ito, I want to live it without regrets.
As a remembrance to this cruise ship, naisipan kong mag vandal sa handrail ng barko.
Gusto kong makita ng lahat ng taong pupunta sa barkong 'to ang mensaheng galing sa'kin.
Life is too short to be sad, we should always try to be Happy while we are still Alive 😊
- Rose Marie Parque.
At sana, sinumang makakabasa nito ay magkaroon muli ng pag-asa sa buhay niya.
To whom this may concern.
I hope you'll keep my word in your heart.
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