sadly I'm still alive and I'm still trying to cope with the fact my mother is no longer in my life...
it doesn't help that the betrayer and the bully are trying to pretend like they didn't intentionally try to destroy my will to write.
they say they didn't mean to but they make no effort to try and undo what they did... that's how I know they are lying through their teeth.
only reason you're even getting this last notification is because someone messaged me multiple times asking if I was all right and to be honest I'm not I don't see the reason to keep going when all I ever get is pain betrayal and heartache