Chương 9: Chapter 9 MO

Deloria's PoV

Every day waking up with the feeling of nausea and puking what you've eaten during dinner is the worst

And what's worst of the worst is that no one's here to take care of me

While feeling sick I'm making my own food, cleaning the house and doing groceries but, I'm making sure my babies are well taken care of and my tummy is getting big, my baby bump is noticeable even though I'm only two weeks pregnant, silly me they are twins after all

I'm going back to work starting tomorrow and maybe it's for the best because I have to move and exercise a bit for my babies as well and to also have a new scenery every now and then

Laying down all day is not my cup of tea but, it's what my body wants, I'm also having a muscle cramps and my lower back is painful

I already called doctor Valles for some advices and she said that it was normal, I just have to massage, relax and hydrate my body. She's so nice despite the fact that I'm a inconvenience to her she always receives my calls

Lately I've been craving for olives and I don't want it to be chopped, I literally put it in everything I eat and without it.. lets just say my babies doesn't want it

For a long time I've been all by myself so, it's good to feel that I'm not only thinking about myself anymore

I have new members to welcome in my family and just for imagining about it makes my heart flutter

I made carbonara with olives.. I mean lots of olives on it for dinner and it was heavenly

I feel like I don't need to throw up if I eat everything with olives, my little angles must really like olives right?

Ahhhh I can't wait to see them with my own eyes and hold them in my arms, how wonderful is it to take care of them with all I have

"My angels you should grow up in dada's tummy healthily okay? I love you" I talk to them from time to time, I heard it's a type of bonding too

"You're both getting bigger everyday so, dada's glad to know you're comfortable in there, I can't wait to see you running around someday" a smile forming on my lips but it didn't take long before it vanishes

My mark is hurting, feels like it's on fire

Even putting an ice pack doesn't ease the pain

My head is not helping me one bit, it started to hurt as well

My heart is pounding rapidly inside my ribcage and I'm breathing heavily

I started to panic but, I really tried my best to calm down

If something bad happens it's not just me but also my babies life are at stake here and that's what worries me the most

Thankfully when the burning feeling on my mark is gone, I started to feel fine too

I breathed in deeply before saying "we're okay little one's" clutching my stomach and rubbing it lightly "do you want to see your papa that badly?"

Tears are falling down to my face without my consent