I walking in some desert, it feel so hot. I see around, nobody here. I can see an oasis from afar. I walking there, but suddenly the storm came, the sand makes my eyes hurt
I hear someone say
"Close your eyes and stay still"
I follow her command, the storm stop. When I open my eyes I can see beautiful big moon, I can feel water in my leg, i look down, the water is shined by the moon.
"Jae hyun" the voice said my name but I can't see anyone
"This just a dream" I said to myself
I feel someone pat my arm gently
"Bong bong ie, wake up" it's different voice. This one is very familiar, I look up to the sky.
The water start shrinking to a hole, my body get dragged. I started scream but I can see a hands reach me, as she help me out I open my eyes.
"Aaah..." sweat flows to my pajamas
My hands holding nuna hand. I look at nuna, nuna seems worry. She helps me into sitting position
"Dreaming again?" Nuna give me a glass of water
I'm nodding
"Are you afraid?"
I'm nodding again
"Do you want to forget it?"
I look at nuna eyes
"We will back to korea soon right?"
"Yes"
"Then please erase the memory of my dream"
"Close your eyes"
I don't know what nuna done to me, but after she said that I'll forget my dream.
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"Lucid dream" nuna give me a cup of hot choco
"What is that nuna?" I sit in the chair
"It's like sober dream, it's what you and me experienced. In the dream we are able to control the dream itself" nuna toasting bread
"Nuna mean I can control my own dream" I hold my cup
"Yes, at first it be a little tricky" nuna give a jam to the bread
"Nuna have lucid dream too?"
"Yes"
"Since when? No, when it's started?"
"At 14th" nuna stop a bit and put the toast
"It same at my age now"
"Yes, bong bong -ie" nuna touch my face
"Everything is gonna be okay, nuna here with you"
Nuna hug me, I can smell nuna scents, the scents that always make me peace, but at same time make me remembering something.