Is it wrong to even exist?

He was just a little odd for a teenager with no outstanding abilities. He grew overwhelmed as he tried to figure out why he was living his meaningless existence. This intense drive motivated him to go through many trials and errors, even if it meant inflicting harm to others along the way. He found someone he could truly love, someone he needed, and someone who could help him come to a realization.

Everything changed when a certain entity choose find it's own "heart" and come to understand human emotions.
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Author's Note:
This is my first fanfiction that I felt to publish, however it has long been a pastime of mine. I felt compelled to take it more seriously. If this does not appeal to you, please let me know so that I can improve the narrative or perhaps start over with a greater foundation. Even though I'm a new author, I truly want to write an interesting narrative.

This story has some dark aspects such as sexual violence and ethically dubious stuff such as rape, yet it ultimately boils down to the protagonist seeking to rediscover himself.

This tale has no hero, so it's definitely not for the faint of heart, okay? Bye.