The deeper she sank, the colder the river water below became.
As Lola Hussey's consciousness gradually began to disperse, she thought that both she and Sleeve Sheng would be buried in this river. However, what she thought more about was Sleeve's salvation.
She had been feeling guilty towards her for so many years.
She didn't want to kill Sleeve Sheng again because of herself.
As for how the two of them were later discovered and then pulled out of the water, she didn't know.
She vaguely remembers a period when her mind was very confused: One moment it was the scene of her falling into the river and Sleeve Sheng coming to save her, another moment was the scene of seeing Ethan Ainsley with another woman on Manor Island that day, and then it was what her mother had said.
Overwhelmed with depression that swirled around her, she couldn't catch her breath and didn't even want to wake up at all.