I picked, I chose, I loved

| Possible spoilers from episode 11x21, even if it's just a hint |
Life is short ... Forgive quickly, kiss slowly, truly love, always laugh out loud ... and never regret anything that made you smile or cry. (Sergio Bambarén)
You cannot choose the way to die. Or the day. One can only decide how to live. (Joan Baez)
This story takes place after the 11th season and it's been about 5 years, there is a mention of 11x21 but very slight. What happened in those years? I just hope you like my story, it was not easy to write it because I loved Derek and I just have to wish you good reading and if you like, leave a small review.