I miss you more than anything

“I was told you were someone I should look out for,
In a world where I know of no one; you were someone whom I could rely on.”

Aeris, from a 'nobody', became the most important figure in high-society overnight. She, who became “Annalise Lou Verena”
was to be wed the next day to her best friend, “Kairos Devine”

Never was there a day, where she envisioned herself standing beside her most cherished friend, as his wife.
More precisely, As Annalise.

Every day, while she looks at him with a gaze full of awe, his was filled with contempt and disgust.

If he knew who she truly was, would he still look at her that way?
If, she was truly in love, couldn't she have been a bit reckless?