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Chương 17: A Battlefield

"Congratulations, Lady Aksia! It has been a while since we last saw each other. I think it has been three years..."

"It is late, but happy birthday Lady Aksia, and congratulation on your debut. This is my son –"

"You are as beautiful as ever, Lady Aksia. You are truly the Duke and Duchess daughter..."

Even in my past life, I've always been uncomfortable when it involves dealing with a large number of people. And now that I'm getting flock by a lot of nobles all at once – I can confidently say that I hate it. They were all speaking at the same time, and I can't even understand what they are saying. Some said something along the lines of 'It's been a while' although I can't really remember them, some congratulate me, and some seem desperate to either introduce themselves or their sons and daughters.

Hariz, who escorted, suddenly disappeared from my side. After our conversation earlier, we never talked again. We just stood in silence while waiting, until it was already time for my entrance.

– then he just disappeared. Maybe... it's revenge? However, perhaps it's a good thing. From now on, he will definitely bother me less. If he somehow continues to put effort into wanting to apologize, then... I'll give him some credit for it.

Smiling politely at them, I raised my right hand, and everything was immediately put into silence, "I appreciate everyone's kind words, thank you very much."

I gave them a slight vow before giving them another smile, "How about we all sit down?"

If the Duchess can, she would probably scold me because of the way I silenced them. However, I just did what I think would fit at the moment. I wouldn't have done that if they were higher ranked nobles, but they weren't. It's something I can be sure of since I made sure to memorize every noble name, identity, and information about them that there is.

And so, we did sit down. We ended up at one table. The conversation went pretty... well. Our topic changes as we talked. The nobles who talked to me are mostly women, we talked about the latest trend and some things related to their business in the hopes of getting my – the Euridice support and interest.

Some noblemen tried introducing me to their sons and daughters which I answered politely with a 'I would love to meet them' however, I didn't promise that I'll meet them.

It's my way of politely declining them since I can't just bluntly reject them.

Talking to them... is suffocating, to say the least. They might be speaking with respect, and they might be smiling at me, however, they will also willingly bare their fangs at me once they find a flaw or something that they can use against me. Whether it's in my past life or now... I guess people like them will never stop existing.

They are trying to please me, to get me to their side, but they're the one who will pull me to the ground once they find an opportunity. It always made me curious what's making people act this way... do they really think that they can rise into power by pulling others down? Are they simply evil? Are they doing it for survival? It's really a wonder.

While conversing with them, I can't help but secretly let my eyes wonders. It's been a while since the party started, but I haven't seen the Second Prince – Anakin yet.

He's supposed to be here as the Royal family representative but... did something change in the story?

"Lady Aksia, is it true that you're going to be engaged to the Crown Prince?" I blinked as I stared at the man who asked. I immediately controlled my expression before I can frown. How did... they know?

That was originally the plan, but now that the Duke decided to postpone the decision about my engagement, no one should have known about it – or maybe it was spread from the Palace?

"I do not mean to be rude!" He abruptly said, "It was just that... some nobles were talking about it." He said as he avoids my eyes. I glance at the others only to see that they were also doing the same. I almost let out an amused chuckle.

I guess they want to see which side did the Euridice family took. Did we take the Crown Prince's side? Or the Second Prince?

I smiled, "What an interesting rumor." The nobleman's smile widened, it's as if his nervousness has disappeared seeing my reaction.

However, "In the end, rumors are just rumors. You should already be aware not to believe in such things without concrete evidence." Seeing my cold look, he immediately looked down.

"My apologies!"

Euridice family isn't respected and feared just because we're in a rank that's just next to the Royal family – it was also because Euridice family is known as the sword of the Lansera Kingdom. When it comes to war and military power, the kingdom relies on us too. As I said before, the Duke trains talented individuals. Not just about swordsmanship, but also Magic.

And the Duke of Euridice, my father, Lancer Euridice is also one of the few talented swordmasters in the whole Kingdom. If we choose a side between the Crown Prince and the Second Prince, it will surely make a difference between the factions.

If they see our action or 'decision' as something that can be used for their own benefits... they will surely make their move and use it to their advantage.

That's why in the game, when Duke Euridice – Aksia's father decided to proceed with Aksia's engagement with the Crown Prince, I honestly thought that it was a reckless move. I can't really come up with any reason why the Duke did that since he doesn't seem to be reckless and desperate for power.... but maybe, it was just for the plot.

Sitting here while listening to them talk, it was really... tiring.

From here, I can also feel the stares of others. I can even hear some of them talking behind my back, they can probably talk like that since they knew about my 'real' situation. That I'm actually an ignored and abused daughter.

I wonder if they even knew that I can hear what they are saying?

I closed my eyes for a brief moment before opening them again. This is far from a debutante or a party – a party is where you're supposed to enjoy yourself. I already know from the beginning though, that this is simply a battlefield. A fight where the use of weapons is not needed, but one mistake could lead to one's downfall.


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emoisreal emoisreal

I realized that I might have not given enough information about their world so... I'm going to work on that now lol.

Take note that whenever Gaos and Aksia are talking, it will always be through her mind only (telepathy). But they might talk normally once Gaos materialized. Just a reminder (since idk if you remember or not haha), for Gaos to materialize, Aksia needs to say his full name which I haven't revealed in the story yet.

Castle = Palace

next chapter

Chương 18: Burning

Looking at the beautiful roses, I let out a tired sigh.

After getting flocked by a lot of nobles – and after talking to them, to say that I'm tired was an understatement. Because I couldn't handle staying in the Party Hall anymore, I decided to sneak out to the garden when I was finally able to escape the nobles. Fortunately, the Duke and Duchess were busy talking to the guests so they didn't notice me.

However, I will definitely face the consequences of going to the garden later.

"Two face! Two face! Two face!"

– And Gaos who hasn't spoken a word since earlier is bothering me again. He likes calling me names I guess, but 'two-face'? I can't really say I'm not. Talking to people earlier while smiling hurts my cheeks. If someone would ask me why I did such a thing... it's because it's easier that way. Wouldn't they view me as someone less threatening if I act like that?

If I showed even a little bit of my true nature who couldn't care less about them – they would surely dislike me. They will think that I'll become a hindrance to them.

I'm just changing my attitude to match what they like. I guess it's something I learn from my past life.

It was also something I and the Heroine have in common. The Heroine, Anastasia Clovis. If only I could just avoid her and the capture targets, but I guess that's asking for too much since I'm the Villainess. There will definitely be some kind of plot science that will make me and them meet no matter what.

"But two face, I didn't expect that earlier," Gaos said and I waited, curious about what he would say next, "I really thought you would forgive your brother. He seems sincere." He said.

The original Aksia will surely forgive him.

But... "I can't forgive him."

"Why though? I thought you like playing games of pretend? You can at least pretend to forgive him, then maybe you can use him for your own benefits." He said.

"No, I don't think I can trust him not to betray Ak – me, again." Trust is really not that necessary for me to use him... but I just really don't feel comfortable about it. I wonder if it's because Hariz is my brother? Am I actually seeing him as a family because of Aksia's memories and feelings that are passed down on me?

"I noticed this before, but that's one of your flaws," Gaos said and I frowned.

"You can't trust people easily."

"My flaw? Isn't that a good thing?" I asked back. In that way, I wouldn't be fooled easily.

"Sure, but 'not trusting easily' and 'can't trust easily' are two different things. You also tend to push people away, you can get more help than this but you believe that no one will help you." I stared at the thorns of the roses as I listen to him. I'll... admit, I always had a problem when it comes to trusting people.

Deep down, I know that. But somehow, I just can't. I just really want to deny it. Maybe I'm scared? When you think about it, it's really silly. Me, who isn't afraid of death is afraid of trusting people.

"Why would anyone help me? No one will help me Gaos, only I can help myself." I said as I tried to reach for the roses.

"Whatever! I don't care anymore, you coward human!" I didn't give a response and fortunately, he didn't speak again.

Left with nothing to do, I chose to simply savor the silence – it was one of the few things I can confidently say I love because I'm not really fond of loud noises. Slightly spacing out, I let my right hand grasp one of the stems of the roses, and because of the thorns, it started bleeding. Strangely, I didn't hurt that much. Duchess Oceana's beating is probably more painful.

I'm aware that I'm hurting myself... but it doesn't hurt at all. It's just numb. Before I could tighten my hold, a hand grasp my wrist tightly.

"What are you doing?"

Startled, I immediately lookup. It was a man – and seeing his face clearly, my eyes slightly widened. Somehow, his expression also mirrored my reaction, but I was able to hide my expression immediately.

His red eyes stared at me intensely as his hold on my wrists didn't even falter or loosened, "You... You are Duke Lancer's daughter." He said, frowning. He then looked at my palm that is currently bleeding. Seeing him stare at it, I forcefully pulled my hand out of his hold.

He looked at me, stunned. Ignoring his amused expression, I immediately bowed slightly in front of him.

"Greetings to your Royal Highness." I said, "I apologize for my rude action, Prince Anakin. I'll accept any punishment." I continue to look down without raising my head as I wait for his response.

It was... my mistake. A terrible one. Of all people I could've encountered here, why the Second Prince? I was wondering earlier where he is but... to think that I would meet him in the garden. This is even more troublesome, I recklessly pulled my hand out of his grasp because it was bleeding, but I shouldn't have done that.

"Hey, why did you do that?" I blinked.

"Forget about formalities, I don't really mind. But now, I'm intrigued. Why are you hurting yourself, lady Aksia?" That's... what he was curious about? Standing properly again, I looked at him only to see him also looking at me. Under the moonlight, his red hair, similar to his eyes, stood out as well. Playfulness and mischief were written all over his face, and I could already tell that our personality won't be a good match.

Looking blankly at him, and thinking about my choices, I internally sigh.

"Why is his highness interested in other people's personal business?" I asked back. I... can only do this because it's only the two of us here, and also because I'm a Euridice.

Before I realized it, I was already holding the thorny stem of the rose earlier. I did it unconsciously without really thinking about what might happen. As for why I did it... maybe I'm curious if it's painful.

"Lady Aksia, this is probably our first meeting." He said, ignoring the fact that I just said something rude to him, "I've heard some rumors about you, both good and bad. But seeing you in person myself, I guess you are really different than others." His eyes that shine with mischief stared right through me as if observing me.

I guess this is just how he is. Anakin Lansera. A playboy and the 'black sheep' of the Royal Family. Although he was known as a jerk, he's one of the few swordmasters in the Lansera Kingdom with Air Magic attribute. He might not act like it, but he's also smart.

"Really really... strange." He said, smirking and I chose not to say anything.

"Lady Aksia, do you know that I can read and feel a little bit of people's emotions?" He asked, and I stared at him with curiosity. In the game, no such thing was said. But if it's true that he can feel people's emotions... he's feeling mine now. That's why he's telling me about it.

But what can he even feel? I can't even tell myself what I feel because I'm such... a complicated person.

"Your highness, please respect people's privacy." I said, giving him a cold look.

"I suppose I can, but you're far too interesting for me to ignore." He stepped forward and I didn't back down, I stood still in my place, looking at him with no emotion.

"You are burning, lady Aksia," He said, "I don't know why, but it's like your a carriage heading straight ahead without a break. It's like you are not affected by anything but at the same time, you are affected by everything."

Burning? Heading straight ahead without a break? I... don't understand, but at the same time, deep down – I already know. This is my wish, I am truly happy. However, I can't help but miss some things. I miss my family, my family that's so different from the one I have right now.

I guess it's bound to happen – for me to feel this way. I've been going with the flow since I've been thrown into this world, I was heading straight without really thinking about my feelings and the things I left behind when I died as Shana Monique. I didn't give myself any time to breathe, I was to focus on the fact that my wish has been granted.

"If you continue like this, you will burn yourself completely." Prince Anakin said.

"Thank you for your worries your Highness," I said, voice cold, "But it was unneeded. If I were you, I would focus on my own problem first before minding others. Especially if it's something related to the family." His expression immediately changed and he glared at me.

"What... do you know?" He said, almost a whisper.

In the game, Anakin didn't show it, but he has an inferiority complex towards his older brother, Prince Deor. Ever since they were a child, Deor is always considered to be first in everything. After being a swordmaster, Anakin thought he can finally beat his brother, but Deor was far more talented when it comes to Magic.

Then, he even became the Crown Prince. To Anakin, it's as if everyone views him as someone below his brother, someone who will always be in his shadow.

And he despised that.

"Since you gave me an advice, I'm just doing the same for you," I said as I smirk – one that is similar to the one he's giving me earlier.

"It's an honor talking to you your Highness. I'll be excusing myself now. " I said as I bowed slightly before leaving.


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Just a look into Aksia's emotions. It was something bound to happen (as said in this chapter). She didn't completely had a mental breakdown or something like that, but yeah – that's it. It's really really hard to explainnnnn. Idk why I made Aksia into such a complicated character who can't understand herself.

Next chapter might be boring chapter, sorry. And I apologize as well for all of this long notes lol.

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