Chương 1: Chapter 1
Trixy's Pov
We are here today at the resto bar where aunt angelica owns uncle ryan vilèz's wife who lives in the villa de ortega
I climbed on stage while carrying my guitar with my bandmates
Yes I have a bandmates this college I just became their bandmates to discover because they have talent in singing they were right they were looking for a vocalist and I didn't expect me to be their choice
Let me introduce them to you
Luna Parker the pianist first year college she's taking a music degree at Austen University and she's my cousin she the daughter of my aunt alexa
Sydnee Lim the electric guitarist college student taking bachelor of science in accountancy she is smart when it comes to accounting problems she is my classmate also in accounting 101 and she's our class president you can even hear a noise because when someone noise in our classroom she gets angry and she's like a tiger when she's angry
Erlyn Hollingsworth the electric guitarist yes same as sydnee she 's taking bachelor of science in office administration
Phoebe Collie the drummer college student at Austen University taking bachelor of science in business management she said she is force to get that course she didn't do anything because she just studying. She's nice when she's sleep. Haha just kidding
And of course I am Trixy Stacey Catarina Austen second year college taking bachelor of science in office management the lead vocalist
"Good evening ladies and gentleman welcome to Jazmin's resto bar were the 5 roses to those who do not know us anymore" I introduced myself I started playing the guitar
I drew strength before I spoke again
"Giving up .. When we hear that it means to separate or release someone but why ?? Why do some people do that? Don't they know that it hurts because they love them? Or why did we do that ?? For me giving up is not just that you are tired of the relationship giving up is the way you can breathe again in a relationship that is very toxic to learn to give up because they say not at all times you need to be brave not at all time you can and not all the time you are the one who always cares .. If your reason is you are there because 'you love' you are wrong .. Because first of all if he really loves you he will not let you alone you will fight in your relationship not only you are not the reason you love him so you fight the fight yes .. You love him but that's right .. And lest you find out you are not lacking .. You are not the one who is wrong .. And you felt to him that you love him dearly, how many times have you fight .. So it's right to love yourself because you are so low .. Its time to rebuild yourself .. The amount you lose .. You are tired, so it is right not to give up when you know you are being abused "
I tried not to let my tears flow
You need to be strong Trix
You need to be strong
"This is when left"
And we started playing my bands
🎼🎶Surprising
Fearful, sad, alone
Remember the time when you were there
It looks like a nightmare when you wake up and you are gone
You have not 🎶🎶
I had a boyfriend for 2 years his name is Jonas Valdoza his my crush when i was in 4th year highschool his the MVP of Austen University
🎶🎶I'm worried if I can still be loved
Because of what you caused, it seems like nothing
My heart is now tired of falling in love
falling in love🎶🎶
There are so many girls who like him that I have a hard time approaching him
But one day the news spread to the AU that his long term girlfriend Scarlett the queen bee of Campus broke up
I saw him in the roaftop alone I had the courage to approach him and I can't expect him to talk to me
He took out all the pain he was feeling from me
And months pass he said that he likes me I was very happy then
I told my self finally the person I love wants me
He held my hand and he said 'Can you do me a favor' and of course I say yes and I was still smiling then
'Can you be my girlfriend? '
🎶Several years endured
So you don't leave
But you left me
Am I the one missing? 🎶
'Can you be my girlfriend to make Scarlett jealous? I want her back Trixy I love her please can you help me ?? '
The expression on my face changed then
He wants to use me to get back Scarlett?
🎶🎶Why poured, my time with you?
My heart should no longer be offered to you
Now I have a hard time, 'cause I have no boundaries
It hurts to think that
You left me 🎶🎶
I did nothing and I agreed to what he wanted couz I love him
We were together
I loved him
I made him feel that I was good enough and he didn't need Scarlett anymore
But I'm wrong
🎶'Not painted
Myself when you disappear
I can't find myself anymore
How long will I suffer?
Suffering🎶
Today is our 2 years anniversary I'm happy that we reached two years and of course I want to surprise him I brought my gift to him while going to his classroom
I stopped walking when I saw him
But instead of being happy because I saw him
But I don't know if I will be happy anymore
🎶What is wrong?
Why in t'wing love, am I always unlucky?
Self-love is gone
How long will I suffer?
Suffering🎶
Because I saw him kissing Scarlett
I do not know if I am lacking
If I did something wrong, he rewarded me
🎶Several years endured
So you don't leave
But you left me
Am I the one missing? 🎶
I approached them I smiled as if I do not saw anything or felt any pain
I give him my gift and say happy anniversary
Do you know what he told me?
' What are you doing here?? Can't you see I'm busy ?? '
'But Jonas its our 2nd anniversary'
He ignored me
I grabbed his arm and he held my hand and he removed it by holding his arm.
'Stop'
'What Jonas I'm your girlfriend'
'I'm Jonas girlfriend Trixy' Scarlett said
I turned to Jonas
'Girlfriend ?? '
'Remember you agreed to the favor I asked you to be my girlfriend before to make Scarlett and her ex jealous then now I got her back so I don't need you anymore'
🎶Why poured, my time with you?
My heart should no longer be offered to you
Now I have a hard time, 'cause I have no boundaries
It hurts to think that
You left me 🎶
🎶And when to meet again
I hope you just tell the truth
And if this is the last conversation
I will only say one question tanong
I begged him to choose me but he preferred Scarlett
Im idiot
im so stupid
He just use me
🎶Oh, why was it poured, my time with you?
My heart should no longer be offered to you
Now I have a hard time, 'cause I have no boundaries
It hurts to think that
You left me 🎶
🎶Oh, why was it poured, my time with you?
My heart should no longer be offered to you
Now I have a hard time, 'cause I have no boundaries
It hurts to think that
You left me 🎶
🎶Why poured, my time with you? (oh, why poured)
(My heart should no longer be offered to you)
Now I am having a hard time
It hurts to think that
You left me 🎶
My tears are slowly dripping. I really can't imagine you giving me the most painful gift Jonas
I removed my guitar and put it on one side and went down the stage
"That's our last song for tonight ladies and gentleman have a good night" I heard luna say
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PoixonouxxIvy
PoixonouxxIvy Hi this is my first story in webnovel I hope you will like it anyways some of the songs used in this story are original filipino music or opm and I only translated them into english so that you can better understand
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