I really hate first day of the week as we have mathematics test. I was walking around with mathematics note book on my left arm and curling my hair with pen by right hand suddenly my shoulder stuck with hard object. Ahh! I shouted with pain in my chest instantly a rough voice ring my ear drum which shook my whole nerves in my body. It took few seconds to look directly because till that moment I never had that feeling.
what the hell? You don't have eyes....I can recognize its male Voice and he is in angry mood. Slowly I lifted my chin to see one of the most handsome face with hurtful words from that pretty lips. Sorry was first words I can say and left immovable. He passed by me without a word.
Day enrolled by period and chats with mates and obviously the test I bang very questions with confidence.
Next Day( something surprising)
As usual prepared my day to school praying for only good things to happen since I am pro in accident with anything no exception with my strict class teacher. luckily I reached school early without teasing by boys in my way. I can feel my breathe in nose and pain inside shoes after fifteen minutes walk from home which forced my body to rest on wooden chair. I put my forehead on table to take advantage of time but accidentally catch my eye with red thing. Shook up my brain to see its a rose with letter written "I can see you everyday with that nervous looks in your eyes but I love the way you make me feel."
It makes me bluss and lost for few moments to think who the hell did this since I am very shyee and Conner type girls.
Tap on my shoulder by seat partner brought back me into sense😍😍😍 what is that? who is the guy? she said at a time. My heart beat increase without a word in my mouth and there come our teacher in rescue. Will tell you after class I hiss in her ears. My eagerness increased with tiktok of wall clock. Finally class got over with few knowledge in my brains. After our teacher left the class we got few minutes to look into letter before another teacher enter for second period. Unlucky enough to see any names in the end. My partner snatch rose from me and kept in middle of book and said you take letter.
I ignored the letter for whole day and kept working on my pending stories.
After few days( phone call)
I was reading Nancy Dew novel on my bed where my phone rang almost for fifth time now. I get to pick up and hears similar voice. Here goes our conversation...
Me: Hello
Unknown: hi
Me: who is this?
Unknown: What's up?
(Ignores my question)
Me: Reading some novel hmmm...
Unknown: where is my reply? I am dieing here for ur positive reply....
Me: Please let me know who you are since its really disturbing my studies and also I am not ready for all this things.
Unknown: Please.... anyway I will meet you tomorrow in the class.
The call ends. Beep!Beep!
Things were running normally without disturbing from that unknown guy but I am curious he didn't came to meet me next day as he said on phone.
Chapter Two
Mid term( Revealing turth)
After tiring and hard work I passed exams with all A++. I got appreciation from all my friends especially from my teacher who don't like me personally.
Days in school are running with beautiful thing turning around me. I laughed every single moments in my life because soon we are graduating.
There comes my day boiling in hot lava where everyone was shook to see my face.
It was after few weeks of our mid term result where I was standing infornt of huge number of confuse face once who appreciate me.
How this things happen? How could you do that? she said. ( Seat partner) What I did? confused me replied. You didn't hear the news someone said behind me.
Everyone gathered around me and one of my mate gathered breathe to say what makes me really lost.
He died last sunday night in city hospital with cancer. After digging his things for safe keeping by his family and there they found your photo in our school uniform, your lost pencil bags, some letters written for you and last wishes to be fulfilled with you. Surprisingly they could see number of times unpicked call done in only one number save as "my nevous girl".
So they tried to call that number to inform the news still they didn't got response. After two days his cousin who is in our school went to pay his condolences and came to know this things. So today morning he came and told all that story to us.
I was shocked and numb though I dont not even know his face. News prick every flash of my body to tears to roll out from my chicks. I ran to my class teacher to take a leave since I cannot take single minute in the class. Whole day I locked myself in room thinking about him whose name I came to know just few hour early and now he has left this world.
I took my courage and strength to continue my school. Everyday when I pass that accident spot I felt cold breeze hiss through my ears making goose bumps in my arms. I wondered why this feeling is growing in this particular place. As time pass everyone in my class forgot about the news. And me too forgot him since nothing serious happen between us. I just let it go as sad part of my life.
chapter Three (Regrets)
It has been almost two years after graduation and that moment. I am in my hometown for break from college where old mates have plan for reunion party.
Evening at 7 pm I went to grocery store to pick some essential for night party where same like a two years accident.
We had huge crash our belongings fall on floor and I was collecting things where cold hand pat on shoulder. Are you Taeyang? She asked. Yes madam, how do you know me? I was shocked because till date I never saw her.
Please can we talk on that bench for few minutes alu (child). Yes please.....
We took seat besides the footpath and She kepts looking into my eyes when she talk about a boy who loss two year before with cancer. Do you know he always keep calling your number but never got response. I knew that number belongs to you after my sister son talked after his 7th day of leaving us. She narrated whole thing in one long breathe. I took my hands to cover her cold hands. I am very sorry for everything and for your Loss madam. I wish that we can get to meet in next generation without any flaws in our lifes. Pray for his swept rebirth. We seated there for few minutes without a word. Than we see off eachother with pain in our hearts. I knew she cried with mother heart but I regret that I didn't made place for him. I lost my role in his short life . Though I never had love for him but it always stick in my head and pinch my heart hearing that guy story.
At around 7:20 pm I reached venue to celebrate our reunion. We were singing and dancing on backyard there we have few people from other classes. As I was refilling my glass from counter someone joined me. Hi....I am Samual he introduces to me. Teayang😀😀 I smiled. Do you remember your red pencil bag which lost in your class? He said. Hmmm..... yeah. How do you know that? Curious me replied.
Double attack to my heart I would have loss all my sense hearing what Samual has to say.
I was the one who stole that bag for my best friend who had fall in love with you after shoulder accident near basketball ground. He tried to get your numbers for a week and at last he somehow got through your class representative. But he never had courage to speak to you and when it was day for him to hospitalise he called you but couldn't tell who he is as he loss his sense. Samuel drop his head and hide his tears.
You might think he didn't came to meet as he mentioned but Teayang do you know he was fighting for his life in hospital. Sorry that I didn't came to tell everything after Robin left. I always force him to go forward and tell his feelings to you but you know what he said" Time is limited for me to waste her tears" Samual sigh with strong smell of whisky .
I stood there like dead lock and Samual left me saying anyway take care and don't regret. Hope for best and do well in your life.
Whole party night I was collecting the incident in my brain which made me restless. I took a leave early from the group. Around 11 pm I rested myself on bed with thoughts of regrets, pain and unrequited love from both sides. As I always believed my first love is that accident boy whom I adored and admired secretly. But never took step to find who he was. Maybe that was written in our FAITH.
Pray for his swift rebirth and let him get every happiness in that life. I still miss him and regret for everything.
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