Destined to the alpha

I hate him, he is a judgmental asshole that I seem to be attractive, I cannot stop myself from going back for more, my body react to his scent on a way that I cannot understand and when he touch me, I lose myself. I crave him and I hate myself even more for it. He hates me, has made it more than clear but at the same time, he would not stay away from me and look after me from afar. I still do not understand him but he promised that one day I would be his because I was destined to him.