After Ackie's wedding, I made myself busy. Going back to the gym after work and occasionally came home since my mother kept on bugging me to come home to dine with her. it makes me sad that I have to give her away and give her up when all I wanted was to be by her side forever, not as a childhood friend but someone she can lean on and a partner for the rest of her life. however, I can only stay as a friend forever, well… it's not a bad idea though, it just makes my heart aches that I can't be the one for her as I wanted.