Chương 55: Revenge planning

Wasn't he ridiculed already by being arrested for Mormon's confession or is that not enough or not the type they both were thinking of? They both didn't utter a word of what they were planning. They both just said I'll ruin everything for everyone if I knew. I feel like whatever their two chaotic minds came up with probably snowballed into something nuclear. I don't think I want to be involved in something like that and I hope because I played no hands I won't be named and I know they both would wash their hands of the situation once it's set in motion.

"Is this something long term?"

"No."

"Is it permanent?"

"The best revenge is."

"Am I involved?"

"The only thing you have to do is hand over that drive." Huh? I forgot where I even placed that as it slips my mind that it exists. What do they plan to do with that little drive? Expose everything to the public? Did Danie forget she was currently in an investigation over that? Over what Mormon showed to the authorities?

"Are you fucking crazy? I can't just give you that!" I yell in retaliation as they return annoyed bored glares.

"We're not publicly showing anything if that's what you're thinking. I just need it to see something." Lorel extends her hands out to me as if the thing is on me now. Something like that would never live on my body. I shake my head towards her. "You don't have it here? Is it home? Then we'll go home with you." I don't feel comfortable with them getting within a few feet of that. They might swipe it and go far with that.

"No."

"I feel like you're stopping us from moving forward. We're helping, we're doing something unlike you who just sat there with all this information that could have helped us." I didn't just sit with the information , I helped Mormon release it. Yes I was hesitant about doing it because I didn't want things to go far.

"I didn't just sit there with it. I sent the stuff to your dad and I picked at the members." They didn't even know it was me who sent the stuff to Spencer Matt Venice.

"With what you describe there seems like so much more you could have done but you were a coward."

"I have preparations for my yacht party so I have to leave early. You two are on the Vip list this time. Do do any stupid shit at my party like last time and I don't really expect you to come since you have duties but at least show your face." She looked at me lastly, annoyed. I feel in her mind I should have told her all this earlier but there was no earlier, we weren't friends, we weren't communicating and why would I tell someone who wanted nothing to do with me valuable info?

"We just plan to ruin his facade, y'know. Nothing extreme like you think. We have to be careful we have everything to lose. His life and status is falling apart already since he has been exposed but it hasn't affected him much. All he needs is a little push and we know he likes the limelight so it's the best place to ruin him.

"Why are you just going after him though? What about the rest of them?"

"They didn't play as much of a big hand like him. He literally infiltrated and disassembled our friendship group successfully. He pretended to like you and acted his ass off. He's the biggest asshole out of them. I feel like the people who set that shit up have already got the karma back tenfold. Staintclair got everything thrown at him and he's taking majority of the slander accusations and he's ousted from youth ambassadors maybe for good. Renee had everything to lose especially with her family situation and Mormon is paid for it because he's battered and in crouches and sometimes in a wheelchair." I feel like the key player who is actually responsible for breaking us apart was Aubrey. He's the one that told me everything I knew or thought I knew.

"You're forgetting Aubrey."

"Yeah?" She quirks an eyebrow without turning to me as her face was down in her phone.

"He's the one who had us doing spirals though. Cuz he's the one who told me Aaron liked me and to stay away from him, he told me about Daniela and Chantelle. He gave conflicting information allegedly to Saintclair." Her head lifts out of its bent position as she eyes me.

"Sounds like he was on his own path. He probably was working with and against him which is why he doesn't like him and would rather shoot himself than see him and Aaron together." She said her eyes brows creased in deep thought about something.

"That's what I think but I feel like they are all still in association."

"So why is he sparing him this long? The Saintclair I know would get him eliminated by now. Didn't Mormon do the same? I'm starting to think he was the one who fucked up Mormon and not Renee's crazy ass. You know they were really made for each other but you know what an interesting thing. He pinned everything on the person who had everything to lose cuz they had nothing. That was calculated but he underestimated a psycho bitch because she pulled him down with her."Lorel cackled and snorted while clutching her phone.

"Are you gonna tell me your plan now?"

"Nope. All you had to worry your pretty little head about was what to wear to the yacht party." She patted my shoulder as she turned back into her phone. I'm not even feeling the vibe of these events anymore. I mostly just don't want to show my face. I want to go home and eat junk and watch cartoons. My mind and body wasn't made for this. I can't smile anymore. The constant fake smiling into bright cameras, the socializing to show on the media, staying somewhere I don't want to be is exhausting.

Is it stupid that I'm disinterested in being anything in a school geared towards making future world leaders? I don't take any classes to push my knowledge on politics and the most I can do is be a campaign director or something small. I'm one of the smartest but I don't study any of the main subjects this school offers. I don't care about becoming big. I only go here because my dad did and I was required to be here because Daniela is but if I had the choice I probably would have gone to the magnet school. I don't even know what I'm gonna do when I graduate. I don't even think I want to stay in this town. I don't have any place in the local government because I didn't study it and it's not like I like it here. I'm nobody. My dad felt the same as me except he dp all the subjects he just lacked ambition and preferred to watch from the sidelines and helped a lot of people stay alive in this community yet he's regarded as nobody and lazy.

I used to feel the same because I felt like he should have used his qualification to do something but then I got it. It's toxic here and everyone is ungrateful and superficial. Why would you want to be one of them? I used to think if he did something maybe me and my siblings would have it better in a status sense but now I see why.

I sometimes feel like I'm being judged for not doing more. We get asked every month how our school experience is and what our ambitions are and my answer remains the same, I don't know. I really don't know. They ask me if I want anything, if I need help and I don't think so. I think I'm fine. I always say it. I think they expect me to want more because of my position but I don't particularly want anything. I think even my peers judge me for it. Unlike them I don't have anyone pressuring me to study anything, I have no responsibilities like taking over an empire or saving face for my family. I think they envy me for it sometimes.

I should have been born to celebrities, it would have been so much easier.