Chương 41: I see you 2
Lei, honey! I met Miley when I was lost and was trying to make peace to reaching out to you and loving you at the same time. I didn't love her and I will not love her because I already have you. Plus you have a hotter and sexier body, tits and butt than her, pleaseeeeee!!!, I added smiling and pressing Leila's butt and kissing her on the lips, biting them too to make her smile.
O...o..okay! Okay! hihi! I got you! Really?, Leila asked trying to reassure how I feel and if what I'm telling her is true.
Yes and I love you, ever since I met you at school in Milan, I already had feelings for you, I replied hugging Leila and kissing her on the mouth again and again down to her neck where she got tickled and gave up.
Haha! Babe! Don't ever doubt my feelings for you. I have searched for you for many years and now that I have found you, I won't let you go again, ever! Are you following me?
I follow...you! Do we have anything to eat here, I'm hungry?, Leila said after kissing my cheek. Hehe! I think my mac and cheese got burned so, how about we order a pizza?, I cried laughing. Okee!, Leila nodding that she is satisfied with it.
It's been 11 years since it happened. Lilian was just a young kid then when I moved back to Milan. Canada was a great country and I worked three jobs to make ends meet while Lillian fend for herself at home. She is a good and smart kid that she was able to take care of our apartment and cook for me every night to have dinner when I get home after my night shifts over. I was a receptionist at a doctor's clinic from eight until eleven in the morning. Then, I would run my ass to change my clothes to wear a uniform and pick out trash like plastic bottles and all to help the environment and also earn from them as I deliver these plastics to a company recycling used bottles. So, I do that for three hours and then after claiming my stub in exchange of cash, I would hit directly to my last job as a part-time housekeeper where I met a married woman who was delighted to help me and Lillian. Her name was Dorothy Gibbs and we are still close friends until today.
So instead of hiring a baby sitter, Dorothy took care of Lillian since she didn't have a child of her own and her husband travelled most of the time. Since she didn't work or manage a business, she was happy to attend to Lillian who is smart and can take care of herself and even others. Lillian learned to cook with Dorothy's help. Dorothy and I got close and we really got closer than friends, that was something I didn't intend to happen between us, for I love her as my best friend. When I finished helping Lillian bathe, I fed and put her to sleep. Dorothy wanted us to stay at her house since her husband would come home a few days in a month.
And later due to an incident at a her office where she and I caught each other's lips, I found a message on her cell that the supposed husband is married to another woman. Though is was hard and sad for me to learn about Dorothy, it meant that she was a mistress and though the man is rich, he only spends time with her when he's travelling or visiting his office branch in Canada, why he was able to be with her a few days and go home to his real wife, family after the office trip.
I pitied Dorothy that while comforting her that night when she was drinking whiskey, I joined her to pour out her feelings and sorrows to me. I got carried away and had sex that night. She was always nice, fragrant and smiling, I couldn't help but give in to her and realized that I loved her, as she loved me just the same. We remained secret lovers for a year but since I got a job in Milan as a store manager which one of my friend's hooked me up one time, I accepted it. I persuaded Dorothy to come with us to Italy but she didn't want to be a bother and that she love me anywhere I am. I never heard of her since. I hope that she's alright. I miss her just as I miss you and the other women who helped me all through-out these years.
It was never the sex, Sasa. It's the sisterhood, the connection, the intimacy of best friends, pals, soul mates, comrades, bitches coming together to help, uplift, love, defend, protect, serve, save and deliver each and every sister in need, in pain, suffering, in poverty, danger or injustice. I love her as I love you and Lillian who are the girls in my life now and always, Leila cried exhaling after she disclosed to me years of secrets and baggages she carried in her heart. I believe she was able to release everything that were weighing her down, the unforgiveness and guilt which were not all of what happened were really her fault but circumstances that happened and just happen in life. Leila and I were seated at my terrace on the second floor while sipping tea watching the breathtaking sunset in London.
I was about to tell Lei that we will be leaving the nest day due to I was called by Gerrie that I need to sign some papers for my office branches on Europe and the States. That is so swell!!! I didn't want to leave. I kind of like it here now that Lei already forgave me and we are the same just like the old times. I miss her and I missed this closeness and friendship, especially the sex. Hmmm!!!! I can still taste Lei and.....
Hey, what's wrong? Lei asked interrupting my lewd daydreaming. Ah, nothing! I just want to look at your face. I missed you, this and us, I don't want to leave here, ever!, I said moving closer to Lei and touching her chin. Lei smiled and kissed me on the lips then turned to the sunset. Wow!, they certainly have beautiful sunsets in London. I miss you too, this and us!, Lei added caressing my face and smiling like her smiles when we were young girls. The old Leila is back and I don't intend to let her go again, not this time, not tomorrow, never again!
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I don't want to ever leave this breathtaking place but Lei and I need to go back to New York for her therapy and my meetings, again! However we try to be at peace and happy in our lives, there comes a time when we need to face reality. We can always come back to the better days when Lei and I are happy and complete. But when we came back to the hospital and me on my meetings, it felt weird and lonely. Like Lei and I bonded so well I lost my drive, my power. Yet, I gained love and my sense of freedom form the past and my hurts. So to fuel my energy and passion back on its track and ultimate strength I went to the gym and hit it off the treadmill and lifted weights to tighten my grip, my muscles and abs.
Leila was back in the hospital and she feels great about it. She is no longer the grumpy and frowning lady I met before London and now I believe that she is getting well. Leila responds perfectly in her therapies and makes casual conversations with the nurses, doctors and other patients in the hospital just like what she used to do and who she was before. She is now the friendliest woman there and it's awesome! Maybe, she just needed a break from all the stress at the lab and me. I attended several meetings and since I prepared for these from my work outs, I pulled all off and still got the time to get a Starbucks coffee and visit Leila at the hospital.
But when I arrived at Leila's room, she wasn't there. The nurse advised that Leila is doing her check-ups. Though her surgeries were successful the doctors and scientists needed to be sure she is fit and her wounds are already healed especially the eyes and the hips.
I still haven't rested well from jetlag after we came back from London, so I didn't know that I slept after drinking the coffee. I woke and still no sign of Lel. I got bored and walked to her therapy room near on the third floor where the gym and spa are located. In the gym there is a karate and judo master who teaches the patients to make use of their new leg or arm and Lei was doing that when I saw her hitting a life size punching bag. Master Shi is a famous Chi Instructor and Karatedo champion in China. I haven't spoken to him for years now since I got busy with business and the expansion of my brands.
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