A violinist and his crown

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They hurt you, they do it intentionally just to make sure you won't be better than them. 
They pull you down so you can't go up. 
They drown you so you don't have breath to cry.
Fame has blinded them for so long, now they can't see what you used to mean to them.
So they stab you and use your blood as the red carpet.
And you know it,
But you can't escape this torturous life. You know why? Because you still love them.
What a waste of feelings, now you can't love anyone else, even yourself.