Chương 81: Moving
Part 1 - Feeling rejected
Finally the day had arrived, the moving truck had already taken all the things, Emi was there with Kaede who decided to help us, and I asked her to keep an eye on her so that she wouldn't do anything stupid, because she can't use force, and neither could I really, with just one day of moving the things that were Matsuo's I was very sore and I was sure that I didn't use force.
Emi asked me to stay behind to check that they were careful with the things, which was no problem at all.
Aki hugged me from behind as I watched the last of the boxes being taken away.
-Aki told you I'm not upset about last night.
That's a lie, you've barely said a word to me since.
Hours before.
Aki and I were kissing euphorically as we have been doing almost every night since I have the collar that allows me to touch her, we still hadn't had our first time, in fact I hadn't even dared to ask her to masturbate me as we had done before, I was too embarrassed now that we could touch each other.
But today I wanted to change that, I plucked up the courage, and started to move my hand further down from where I was holding her, I slipped it under her clothes, and started to gently squeeze her ass.
-Naughty.
Aki was saying nice things whispering in my ear, where from time to time she would nibble on my ear, something that caused a lot of pleasure in me. I took more initiative, I turned around and let Aki under me, I put my hand on her cheek, caressing it, while she clung to it.
-Aki, you can undress, I would like to... if you want to do it with you honey, I want to have my first time with you... I want to finally be able to give you pleasure, as you have done with me.
Aki was kissing me intensely again, even his tongue was moving much more frantic which made me do the same, until he stopped.
-Hika... I want to do it with you, but I don't want to do it yet, I'd rather wait a little bit more...
I felt rejected which hurt me, but if Aki didn't want to do it I couldn't do more.
-Yes dear... let's wait.
I couldn't go on with this, I kissed her forehead, I put on the sweatshirt that was at the foot of the bed to be able to stand the cold that Aki was emanating. I turned over and went to sleep.
I don't know what my girlfriend's face looked like for what she just did, but in the end it was how I felt.
-Hika, don't be upset, we can keep kissing if you want.
-I'm not upset, I understand you, and tomorrow we have to get up early, because of the move...honey....
Aki hugged me from behind, I noticed how a tear fell down my neck, that bothered me more, I was the one who was rejected, I'm the one who wants to cry. In spite of that I didn't do anything stupid and went to sleep.
-I repeat once again Aki, I'm not upset, and I need you to let me go, the movers are looking at me funny.
Aki let go of me in disappointment.
-I'm sorry Hika... after all I want it to be special... we haven't had many moments together that we can enjoy as a couple.
-For me Aki, all the moments I've spent with you are special, good or bad, in the end that's what brought us here, or am I wrong?
-No Hika, I didn't mean it that way, I mean... don't go away let me clarify what I said... I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you.
-But you still did... shit.... Aki sorry, I didn't mean it like that, give me a while, I need to clarify, that's all, I know what you meant, just let me.... I'm a fool right, I'm upset because you didn't want to do it with me, it hurt me, in fact it still hurts.
Aki was silent, just as hurt as I was, I decided to just do what I had to do, see the last things of the move, until I let go of my frustration and not take it out on Aki.
Part two - The surprise.
Anton went to drop me off with the last things at the flat, I still didn't believe where we were staying, it was a 20 minute walk from the school, and 30 minutes from the mall, I was even going to stay close to where I was going to work with Asuna.
I looked at Aki, she was focused on looking at the snowy landscape, we hadn't talked since the little altercation, even though I had calmed down, I still felt hurt. I tried to touch her, but I regretted it, something she didn't realise or so I thought, I couldn't see it, but she was looking at me through her reflection, even so she decided not to do anything.
-Well, here we are, son.
We got out, Emi and Kaede were waiting at the entrance of the flat, Kaede as always greeted me hugging me, Emi on the other hand messed up my hair, very smiling, I went back to the car and put my things in the flat then I went back down, I had noticed that Aki had stayed downstairs, with my sisters, although they couldn't see her, I went to them.
-Well that would be all, kids.
-Thank you dad and Kaede, for helping us.
-Yes, thanks to both of you. - Emi said.
-If you need anything, don't forget that I'll be there for you no matter what time it is... I know it's late, but that's a start... one more thing children, Emi take the signed papers for the school, and for you to be their guardian from now on. Hikaru your signed contract, so you can give it to Asuna's father.
We appreciated the gesture, I was trying to fix things, it was late, but maybe in the future we could get closer, a little bit, who knows really.
Kaede also said goodbye because she wanted to go see Sou and Camilia who spent most of her time at the hospital, from what I heard, they were going to take Sou to Tokyraiso, where they could give him better medical attention, all paid for by Sou's bosses, the owners of the damn travel company.
-Emi, since they left, would you like to buy something at the Konbini across the street?
-Something like what, Hikaru?
-Things to snack on, and why not a beer for you.
Emi grabbed my shoulder tightly.
-You'll really let me have beer.
-Yes, but only one... -Yes, but only one... Will you let me have one?
-You're already 16, yeah go ahead, just... don't pick up my bad drinking habit, I've been drinking for a little while and it's been hard, I've never been so stressed as I am now... Where's my little girl anyway?
-That's right, here you go.
Emi put on the necklace.
-There you are... Something's wrong Akari, you have a long face.
-Nothing Emi, I was in my own world, don't worry.
Emi looked at me, it was obvious that she realized that something was wrong, but she didn't say anything else.
We crossed the street to go shopping, when we were about to go in, I had realized what Emi had just told me.
-Sister, don't tell me that your increased stress and tiredness was because you weren't drinking beer.
She put on an expression as if I had caught her in a lie.
-I guess you caught me, if that's part of it, beer always relaxed me, but you were right, I had to moderate myself, I did a stupid thing by getting drunk, and I got really sensitive when I stopped drinking it.... Well, I'm still sensitive, what can I say?
-That doesn't mean Emi, that you have withdrawal problems. - Aki said.
-Don't talk nonsense, it's just that added to everything we've been going through, it's not like I'm an alcoholic either. - I said worried.
We went into the Konbini, bought a bunch of junk food, nachos with cheese, different flavoured crisps, cheese sticks, popcorn to make at home, drink and beer, Emi bought some of her favourite beer, and picked one for me, which she said wasn't that strong, and it was sweet, which I would probably like, it was lemon flavoured.
We went back to our flat, there were still a lot of boxes to sort through, but Emi said we would sort this out tomorrow, we had to rest now.
Emi led me to my room with her hand over my eyes, it was a bit uncomfortable, as I felt her breasts on my head.
-Well you can see, I hope you like it here.
The first thing I saw was the bed which was big, I looked up and on the ceiling there was a projector, to watch movies, in front of the bed on the wall there was a white screen that could be easily rolled up so that the projector could direct the image there. On my desk was a laptop, something new to me because I had never had one before.
I hugged Emi.
-Thank you, this is too much Emi, I....
-You don't need to thank me, but I don't know what happened between you two, but you should fix it, there are more things so check, this room belongs to you two, as well as the laptop, make yourselves comfortable, Emi put the necklace on my neck, now fix the problem, I will prepare everything.
Emi left with a smile on her face, maybe she got the reaction she was hoping for.
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