Honestly I had a lot of fun at the restaurant with Kaede and Aiba, it was very different from what I expected, besides Aiba was very different from Yui, I was expecting someone very similar to her, but it was the opposite, I didn't see any of the usual manipulation that her younger sister used to occupy, Aiba was gentle, but someone clumsy which was good, or so I think.
The conversation continued pleasantly, I reproached Kaede a little for the lingerie she asked to make that Asuna had told me yesterday, my silly sister wanted something quite daring and revealing, which Aiba was delighted by the idea and let her know with a lot of caresses somewhat raised tones, it made me think if maybe Aki had a body we would be like this? Maybe for my part I would, but Aki has given me so many changing signals that I couldn't be sure, at least not in public.
"One more thing Kaede, Asuna wanted me to ask you about two things, the first one is how much do you like goose feathers and the other one what do you think about something rococo style?"
"About the goose feather I have always liked it, but I am allergic, about the rococo you have my attention, go on with that idea, let's see what you come up with".
"I'll tell you then".
"One more thing, I will probably do this session in collaboration with my little pigeon, so if you could do something special for us, I would like it".
"I don't think it will be a problem, I'll tell Asuna".
After being with them, I left, I let them enjoy their time alone which I guessed was not much, besides I was feeling a little uncomfortable about all this, I definitely needed Aki, but I think I need to get some doubts out of my mind with Emi.
As soon as I got home Emi and Sou were arguing, Sou was bleeding from his nose and Emi from her mouth.
When I saw Emi bleeding I exploded, I ran to Sou to hit him, but Emi herself stopped me.
"Calm down Hikaru that this bleeding was an accident, we both collided, no one was hit, stop".
For some reason I didn't listen to reason, I just couldn't calm down.
"Hikaru calm down, what Emi says is true, don't lose your calm. - Aki told me and with his voice he made me stop".
I realized that I lost my temper which was not something I like, I was even struggling with Emi.
"I calmed down, Emi you can let me go, I'm sorry Sou, I misunderstood everything".
Sou wiped his nose with a handkerchief.
-"Don't apologize midget, here the one who started the problem was the silly gorilla who doesn't watch where she's walking".
Emi was obviously annoyed by the comment.
"I don't know if you noticed Sou, but I have a fucking orthopedic boot because I can't walk properly, besides if you hadn't tried to approach me, none of this would have happened".
-"Simply be more careful where you walk Emilia, and to calm you down I didn't want to get close to you, not that I wanted to". She said very coldly.
For some reason Sou was sweating, he quickly left the room.
"Dumbass... We said in unison silly Emi, Aki as well as me".
Which made me draw a smile on my mouth.
"Hikaru, I know that your intention was to protect me, but you have to calm down a little bit, you were going to hit Sou, and you are hurt, don't do stupid things, take seriously what I tell you, as much as I'm glad that you wanted to protect me, you acted wrong, I won't let you do that, understood?"
Emi was being severe and from my experience I knew she was serious.
"I'm sorry Emi, I would tell you that it won't happen again, you know I would be lying, but I will try not to let it happen".
"That's a lousy answer, but honest? Changing the subject, how did it go with Kaede?"
"I'm interested to know too Hika". said Aki.
"Actually Aiba is very similar to Kaede in the goofy way, but she is a very nice and nice person unlike her sister, besides they were a nice couple... Aki, do you mind if I talk something alone with Emi?"
"Yes, go ahead, but you leave me curious, I'll wait for you in your room".
I didn't need to tell me that he was bothered by my request, his attitude was polite enough to understand it.
I waited for him to come up the stairs.
"What do you want to ask little brother?"
I scratched my neck.
"I don't know how to ask this, it's about... You know about... That..."
"Hikaru could you be more specific I don't understand you".
I took some air.
"It's the first time I've seen... Well you know two women kissing.... I, it felt good to see it, I felt.... You know kind of turned on, I felt bad especially because of Kaede, but I couldn't help but like it, that made me feel bad, it's bad right?"
Emi pulled up a chair to sit on, she put it in front of me.
"You know, maybe I'm older than you, but these conversations with you make me uncomfortable, don't misunderstand me, I'm very happy that you share your concerns with me, do it whenever you need it, said everything I had to say as an older sister, yes, I guess it's normal, Kaede is very pretty, and if the other girl is also a model, well you know she turned you on, I guess it has to do with your tastes, it's normal, just don't do stupid things like spying on them or things like that".
"Of course not, I tried not to look at them when they kissed, but I was very curious to see them". I said very sorry for myself.
Emi gave me a little rub on my head.
"Calm down, don't feel bad, I'm serious, I told you it's a matter of growing up, besides, you have lived surrounded by beautiful girls, it's obvious that at some point this was going to happen to you, and I'm not going to lie to you, even I like to see two girls kissing, it has its charm.... Emi said more embarrassed".
"So I'm not wrong?"
"No, I assure you that you are, you are a complete pervert who gets erections with his sisters and enjoys a drunk girl's kiss".
Emi hugged me.
"Calm down don't make that face I'm joking silly, I told you once we are not the most normal family, but I'm very serious don't be embarrassed about what happened, just don't do silly things, if you are more curious about it you have porn to satisfy it, just understand that what you see there is far from reality".
"Right now you make me feel like a pervert, but thanks at least with that I can calm down I guess".
"That's my boy, by the way why didn't you want Aki to listen?"
"I was afraid of what he might think of me to see what he would think of me seeing my other sister making out with his girlfriend I think he has enough with you, and Asuna".
"As you say it hurts, but I think you should tell her, it's something normal, besides believe me she is more curious than you think".
"You're right, thanks for guiding me as always Emi.... What do you mean she is more curious than I think?"
"I'll leave you to find out for yourself, so she won't ruin the surprise for you when the time comes".
"This is unfair Emi, don't leave me in doubt".
"Go talk to her, believe me, give time to time, and tell her, your doubts to her too".
In the end I agreed to what Emi told me and went upstairs, leaving her alone in the dining room.
"I guess it won't stop hurting no matter how much I repress my feelings.... How unfair life is, to have you by my side always, but never being able to go further.... I shouldn't think like that, but Hikaru... At least be happy with her..."
Emi leaned on the table melancholic, almost as if she wanted to hold back all the pain she had.
"I came back Aki".
"Yes I know, I can see you".
I went to my bed next to her.
"Don't be like that I needed to talk to her in private, there are embarrassing things, and Emi is always the one who guides me in them, because it's not like I have anyone else to turn to".
"You can turn to me".
I took a long sigh, hesitated for a second, then decided to tell her the truth.
"So here it goes, I was exited for seeing Kaede with her girlfriend kissing, I felt bad about it and asked Emi for advice, that's all".
Aki had given a small cry of embarrassment when she heard me, a cry that made me feel bad, which is why I didn't want to tell her.
"I guess... That it's normal... They are two beautiful women, aren't they? - He said pressing his hands together".
"Your non-verbal language says the opposite Aki, sorry for being this way".
"No, no Hika... You know it makes me jealous... Sorry I'm so insecure about myself... Think that I have everything to lose without my body... I can't help it, but we can be kinky together, as we already promised once".
"Thanks honestly I was afraid that you would think badly of me, that was strangely exciting to see, but at the same time it made me feel very bad, especially because it's Kaede, the one we talked about".
"Easy, I have to give you space too, I shouldn't have felt bad about you talking to Emi".
Akari stood up and turned off the light, she concentrated to take off her clothes, all her clothes.
"Akari".
"Let's calm down a bit dear".
Sou was listening behind Hikaru's door.
"Akari..."
Then he left from there.