After a short pause, Dexter continued, "I don't like things like this, arguments, misunderstandings, and silences, which actually torture us. That's why I want to explain everything, so you won't be blind about me anymore. Not because I wanted to defend myself.
Right, everything you said earlier is true. I tricked you, also true. I did it all, so I totally understand your disappointment in me. But, Kaili, can't you see my love? Forget all the things that hurt you by my actions. By God, all my evil actions, have nothing to do with my love. My mistake, I admit it, but my real love is there for you. That's not something you should doubt, please!
I don't want you to doubt that just because of the lies I did. I also don't want to say, I did it because in the name of love. No! Those are two different things.