Chương 25: The problems of pleasure
Part 1 - Happiness and frustration
-Akari believe me this looks really bad, but no... it's just that, how do I put it?
-First of all, pull up your trousers, now I want an answer.
Akari was more than angry, it was the first time she saw me with a face like that... I think she was disgusted.
-I still can't hear you Hikaru, when did you take that picture of me?
-I didn't take it, I swear, and no one else has this picture but me.
-Tsk, explain yourself.
Akari's gaze was getting harsher and harsher, I felt horrible, even though I was the one to blame for this.
-Remember our classmate Toki Monotawa?
-Yes, the popular boy. -What about that idiot?
-Here it goes, one day I caught him coming out of the girls' bathroom, he had taken pictures of several of our classmates, the thing is that I argued with him and took his phone, I deleted the pictures trying not to see too much, I came across yours that made me very angry, but I sent this picture to my mobile phone and I deleted it from his phone, that's why I have this picture.
-Delete it immediately, I'm serious Hikaru.
I didn't hesitate to do it, I listened to him, I even showed him how I deleted it.
-Well I don't want to ask this, but how many times did you do it with my picture?
-No, no, no, no, you don't think so Akari this was going to be the first time, I swear.
-I can't believe that when I just caught you while you were... rubbing yourself down there.
She avoided looking at my face when she said that last thing.
-I can't believe you're making me say this, Akari believe me I never used your picture that way if I saw it you must from time to time, but I never did it with her, ahhh shit here it goes, I usually watch porn or hentai to satisfy myself, but since we're boyfriend and girlfriend now, I feel like I was somehow going to betray you if I did it with a video.
Akari was completely red.
-Hikaru lie down, don't stare at me just make it quick.
I had no choice but to listen to her, she was still very upset, but I didn't understand her request.
Finally, I lay down on the bed. Then she got on top of me.
-Akari, what are you doing?
-Shut up, I need to concentrate.
Akari made a face as if she needed to go to the bathroom, her clothes slowly disappeared, until she was in her panties and the bandages covering her breasts.
-From now on, when you need to satisfy yourself, ask me, I prefer you tell me.... - It was obvious how hard it was for her to say those words.
We were both red and breathing heavily.
-Akari, I don't understand, what do you want to do, you weren't upset.
-I'm still partly upset, I have a mix of emotions, but I can understand you, I don't judge you because you want to masturbate, I also did it from time to time, it's normal.... wanting to spoil yourself, I must also admit that you made me happy to want to occupy myself to give you pleasure, but also on the other hand it made me feel used, something dirty, and I'm still upset because you had that picture, that believe me I won't forgive you easily, but when you need, as I say it so it doesn't sound so embarrassing... to let off steam ask me, after this we'll continue talking about the picture, now do it.
She was no longer able to look me in the face.
I didn't know what to do or say, my mind was excited to see Akari's body half naked in front of me, I started to examine her body carefully, I noticed that she had a birthmark on her right side, it was in the shape of a mushroom, it looked tender, I put my hand to caress it, although neither of us could feel the other's touch.
-Hikaru, this is for you not for me, I can't feel it, so start doing it, this is already too embarrassing.
I obeyed Akri, I started to masturbate inside my trousers, I tried to look at her face, but she didn't want to do it, it also crossed my mind to ask her if she could take off her bandages, but if she wanted to do it she would have done it and I didn't want to tempt my good luck too much.
Akari brought her hand to my crotch.
-Just close your eyes and imagine that instead of being your hand, it's mine.
Akari since I'm so lucky to be with you....
-I don't want to, Akari please look at me, I want to do it while we're looking at each other.
-I'm too embarrassed... -It's okay.
She leaned on me while looking into my eyes.
-How do you feel Hikaru?
-It feels really good honey, really good, keep talking to me.
-I have no idea what to say to you Hikaru.
Our breaths were already very agitated, I could see that I wasn't the only one who was feeling good, Akari's face was also with a certain degree of ecstasy.
-Love, am I about to finish?
-Do it Hikaru, finish in my hand.
Those last words made me go faster than usual.
-Akari...
I stared at her face for a while, she still had a look on her face that I found a bit hot.
-It's not fair...
Akari's words quickly brought me out of my pleasure.
-Akari, I don't understand, what's wrong?
-I want to feel good with you too, but I can't, I'm excited, but I can't even touch myself to feel pleasure, my mind is exploding, but I can't go any further, it's not fair Hikaru, none of this is fair, I want to be able to kiss you, I want to do it with you, I want to be able to hold your hand, I want to be able to feel pleasure like you just felt, I know I've told you this more than once, but I don't want to anymore, I can't anymore, I want to know about my parents, I want to meet Emi properly, I need to be able to protect you, but damn it I can't.
Akari was beating my chest, not because he was angry at me, but out of frustration, even so, I didn't feel any of his blows, but his words were stronger than any fist.
-Akari could tell you that I promise we'll come up with a solution later, but I think this time, it would be better to ask you what you want to do?
-I want a cure, I want my body, I want to be happy.
-Then we have no other option but to get into the Modoruvite company, if tomorrow we don't find anything in the academy, we'll have to sneak into the company that Fangs told us about, maybe we should ask him for help.
-Do you think we should believe what he says?
-He showed me a tattoo he had on his shoulder, I also saw some scars, I want to believe him Akari, if that solves your problem, then I want to believe him, what do you say?
-Yes, but doing it by ourselves as much as I want is dangerous, I also don't want to put you in danger because of my desperation... I'm suffering, but I don't get anything if I lose you on the way, I want to ask Emi to help us, at least she can protect you.
-If they wish then I will do it... Thank you Akari for the good you know, I love you very much.
-I love you too Hikaru... -I love you too... There's something I have to tell you, since you were able to tell me about the picture I have to tell you something I've been hiding from you since we met on the rooftop.
-No, I don't care, just tell me, if it's something bad we'll see how to fix it.
-Me, Hikaru, my bet with Akimoto... that bet.
-Be quiet, just tell me.
-The bet with Akimoto was... the bet was about whoever would make Kirin fall in love first would win.
I couldn't believe what Akari was telling me.
-I couldn't do anything, I didn't go near Kirin at any time, I was stupid to accept that bet.
-If you were...' I'm sorry, I continued.
I was furious, but I needed to hear everything.
-Akimoto seduced Kirin very quickly, obviously she won the bet, I accepted without complaining, I deserved the punishment for what I did, that's why I never tried anything because I deserved it, Akimoto went against me not because she felt monopolised by me, but because I discovered that she was with several boyfriends at the same time, she seduced them and then made their lives impossible, that's all.
I got up from the bed, without saying anything, I went through Akari, which she didn't like.
-Hikaru, tell me something.
I grabbed some clean underwear to change later.
-Akari I need to think... no I can't fool you, you know me, I'm furious, I need a moment alone to calm down, give me a while, then I'll come and we'll try to work it out, I, shit Akari he was my friend... I did something horrible to you too, the picture thing I should have deleted it, we both did things like shit, but I need a while alone.
I left the room to go to the bathroom to clean up and change.
Part 2 - Healing
-I had been alone on the swings in the square in front of my house for a long time, I didn't know what to do or what to think, Akari did something horrible to me, but...
-Hikaru, what are you doing here?
Emi was in front of me.
-Akari told you I was here.
-No, since our mother's, I've come here for a while to think every day, besides it's not like Akari can talk to me.
Emi sat on the swing next to me, she gave herself a little push.
-How nostalgic, we haven't come here since you were a kid.... Tell me what's wrong with you?
-I had a wonderful time with Akari, but then she confessed to me that she's responsible for my friendship with Kirin ending.
-Hikaru, can you explain everything well, before I say something I'll regret?
-Akari made a bet with a classmate, the bet was that the one who made Kirin fall in love could be whatever he wanted with the other one, then I guess I find out later that Akimoto who was supposed to be Kirin's girlfriend was unfaithful to him, and you know the rest.
-I see why you're angry with her.
-Wait that's not all, I did something wrong too, a while ago I had a picture of Akari, a picture where she was in her underwear, wait let me finish before you tell me something. The thing is that I didn't take the picture, it was a mate, the thing is that I kept the picture, I hadn't been able to... masturbate for a while, I was going to use that picture, and she saw me, obviously she got mad at me, but we half solved it.
I thought Emi was going to be upset with me, in fact, I felt a knot in my stomach, even worse than when Akari saw me with her picture.
-Hikaru, I... I didn't raise you like that, what you did was wrong and what she did was also wrong.
-I know, I'm sorry for disappointing you.
I wasn't even able to look at her face, I just heard her take a breath, that made me think, here it comes Emi's strong words.
-I would be disappointed if you weren't able to tell me and if you didn't tell her the truth Akari, but at least you behaved up to it, you know what you did was wrong, you can't do it again, as long as you understand that, it's okay with me. Now with Akari, yes it was wrong, but in my eyes the one who is still guilty is Kirin, he was the one who didn't believe you, besides you didn't know Akari before that, in fact, from what you've told me it was thanks to that problem that you met her.... Do you regret after knowing all this that you met Akari?
-No, I don't regret it, even knowing that, but I'm angry.
-Hikaru I know you well, you're not angry, you're hurt, I know my little brother well, you're hurt because you know she did something wrong that ruined a friendship you treasured, even so, you can't stop loving her.
-You really know me well.... Thank you Emi, I feel much better, I wish you could trust me as much as I trust you.
Emi stopped swinging, she looked at me strangely.
-Hikaru, I have always trusted you.
-Then why didn't you tell me you've been coming here since we met that lady?
Emi remained silent, since she didn't say anything, I continued.
-Emi, I am no longer the same fragile child that you once had to heal.
I got up from the swing and stood in front of Emi, I grabbed her hands that held the chains of the swing.
-I can also help you, I also want to listen to your problems, I also want to be useful in your future, as much as I want to help Akari too, let me continue walking next to you, but this time by your side.
Emi gently caressed my cheek, grabbed me by my waist and hugged me, I was about to tell her that I was hurting because of my wound, but I couldn't. I was about to tell her that I was hurting because of my wound, but I couldn't.
-You grew up very well Hikaru, let's walk together then... I've been bad because of our mother, I'm even performing badly at work these days, I thought I was over her, but when our father told us that she came back, my fears came back, when we ran into her it was much worse, I came to cry here alone, because I didn't want you to see me.
-Emi, what are your fears about her?
She found it hard to swallow, but in the end she sighed.
-I'm afraid she'll hurt you, that she'll leave you again like when she left us, I'm afraid of becoming her.
-Emi, I know you well, if there's one thing I'm sure of, it's that you won't turn into her.
-How can you be sure of that, Hikaru?
-I simply won't allow it, if necessary I'll drag you back to me.
-Hikaru... Silly, I don't think those are good words to say to someone, but if it comes to that, I'm asking you to make him come back to you.
-I would also like to promise you that I won't fall mentally again, but that would be a lie, since Akari my head has been unstable, lately I'm having a lot of anxiety, if it wasn't for you, Akari and my friends, maybe I would have succumbed already, but I'm going to do my best so that it doesn't happen.
She gave me a kiss on my cheek.
Hikaru calm down let us two girls take care of your mind.
-What do you say Emi, two?
Me and Akari silly, look she's still waiting for you, I think Akari turned on the light in your room.
Emi was right, they had turned on the light in my room.
-Yes, I have to talk to her.
-One more thing Hikaru, tomorrow at this time wait for me here to go to school.
-Why do you want me to wait for you here?
-It's a surprise.
Emi pulled my hair, took my hand and we went home together.
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