Chương 47: day 3 of trip ( I love you)

When I remained silent, Moon said """Do you have anything to ask or should I start?" ,

I was surprised and said, "Started?" what do you mean ?

He laughed and said, "I already told you how wonderful it is that you are still a child." What can I do with you after all I'm not that bad ,

He kept calling me a child, but if I tell you the truth, that night I wanted him to do something with me.

After a brief silence, I asked Moon, "If you knew about me from the beginning, then why didn't you try to talk to me earlier?"

""It is not so, I had tried many times, earlier in the library also in the canteen and perhaps you have forgotten,When I was sick and you were with me, I told you to stay with me but when I regained consciousness, I was in the hospital and you were not there. Apart from all this, I was also enjoying this hide and seek game.

I was feeling angry and happy after listening to Moon. The boy for whom I yearned every day was having fun despite knowing everything, I was getting really angry.

I again asked moon "Are you single?"

He laughed and said "yes I am"

I was a little irritated as to why he was lying when just a few days ago Kaito had told me that some pictures of Moon had gone viral. in which moon was with a girl

I remained silent and the moon took advantage of my silence, it itself spoke. I have many girls in my life, but I don't love anyone. Those girls stay with me for my name and money, and I stay with them for sex. ....That's all, apart from this neither she is my girlfriend nor I am her boyfriend,I don't feel anything special with anyone,But....if I see you, I find you funny, cute, The way you keep looking at me is the first time I realized that I might like a boy. It sounds bad but I speak straight, many times I felt like doing with you what I do with girls.

I had turned completely red, I felt like I was in a dream, hearing all that about me from Moon was no less than a dream for me... I said softly """So you did it with me just now. Why hasn't anything been done yet?

He laughed and said """I thought about this many times... Then one day I saw your school form, in which your date of birth was written, and then I came to know that you are a few years younger than me. And you are not even an adult.

I was silent, I was even shy, but I still had a lot of questions in my mind, did he like me or was it just a sexual attraction? I wanted to ask him, but Moon was looking tired, he was still lying with his head in my lap and his eyes were closed. He was so handsome that I couldn't take my eyes off him, his hair was falling on his eyes., After being silent for some time, I felt that Moon had fallen asleep, so I gently placed my hand on his head. I just wanted to caress his head and I did that .Whenever I look at the moon, I always think that I wish I could touch it. But that night I could touch him.....And suddenly Moon had caught my hand, and he laid me down with a jerk, and Moon was on top of me. , he said with a smile """ If you treat me so lovingly now, Then I will forget that you are not an adult,I had realized that Moon did not weigh much.I was breathing fast, I wanted him to make love to me that night, I kept looking at the moon ... After this Moon said in a cold tone ""What if I do something to you?

I replied """"you can do whatever you want

He asked me ""you want me to do something with you .

I replied ""Yes I want

He again asked """do you like me.

I replied"""from the first day...

He smiled and grabbed me tightly and said """do you love me?

I replied"""from the first day.....

And suddenly he kissed me,His lips were kissing my lips, he was sucking my lower lips again and again, that was my first kiss, I did not know how to do a better kiss, he was sucking my lips...And then he said angrily... Open your mouth... I was a little scared,,,, After this Moon held my face and with one stroke he pushed his saliva inside my mouth.His tongue was hitting mine, I was not able to even breathe, but I was pulling him towards me... My whole body was burning, I got what I was yearning for that night. After this I didn't know what happened to Moon, he suddenly went away from me. I was surprised because he was no longer looking soft, there was an uneasiness on Moon's face,,,,,, he was staring at me then he said in a heavy voice """"*Don't you want to know that i like you or NOT.....?

I shook my head no...

He said in cold way """"don't you want to know that I love you or not?

Again I shook my head no ,,, To be honest, I wanted to know everything but I was afraid that if he said that he did not like me or did not love me, I would die.

He replied """I'm not as good as you think I am, I still want to tell you... don't love blind...

I replied ""You are a good person... I know it.

Hearing my words, Moon almost shouted in anger, "I am not a good person at all, you want to know what bet my friends had made with me. The bet was that I would have sex with you... They knew that you would come after me... That's why they knew and told you about the bet...And I agreed because I neither sympathize with you nor do I like you... I can't just like the people who love me and nothing else. ... There is also a hidden camera in this library. The video of the kiss you did will also be made viral tomorrow...And I won't even refuse my friend ...Will you call me a good person now?Am I still a good person in your eyes? .....that's why I'm saying.....stay away from me...I can never love anyone...just stay away.

I couldn't understand whether he was doing bad things to me or protecting me from his friends.If Moon wanted, he could have had sex with me that night and I would not have refused him,,,,,,,,,,,,, after kissing, he had stopped himself... and had also told me the truth... so that I could stay away from him. ..... And I realized once again that he was not as bad as he made out to be.

I replied """""i still want to love you

He shouted on me """Everything knows how bad can happen to you.....?Still you...

I again replied """I love you... I still want to love .

Moon said angrily, "If that's the case, then rest assured that I will do as bad as I can to you."After this I will see how long you will love me... Don't even think that I will have mercy on this pretty face of yours.There was truth in his anger... He wanted me to stay away from him, which I could not do... I accepted all the pain I got from Moon, but not loving him was not acceptable.

I had replied to Moon with all my heart """""Do as much bad as you can with me... but as long as I am alive, you are my last love...