After disconnecting the call, Anurak went through all the messages that came in. He read them one by one. Most of these messages came from Anuty Cahya and Eshin. They started with worries and courageous words, then gradually developed into anger. The more Anurak read, the guiltier he felt. Especially towards Anuty Cahya. Now he was faced with the dilemma of meeting her. When he was leaving, how she would take his actions would affect her didn't occur to him. He was thinking of himself. Now that he had to return, he didn't know how to face those he felt behind. Anurak sighed. He needed to drink so badly.
That Saturday morning, He asked the kitchen to prepare some soup, rice, and several side dishes. He placed them in disposables given to him by the hotel's kitchen. After packing all the food in nylon, he exited the hotel and headed for the Buddha shrine.