My body reacted purely on instinct as I wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him closer to me so that I could kiss him back even more boldly than before. The moment of realization felt so certain that it shocked me and scared me at the same time. I asked myself what would happen if I was wrong about all this, but the answer that I received was that there was nothing to fear because I truly didn't believe that I could ever get it wrong this time around. The sweet and endearing kiss that we shared felt like that first kiss that we shared, and it felt like I was finally getting what I had always hoped for. I knew without a doubt in that moment that I wanted him so desperately that I probably couldn't go on living if I couldn't have him.