Chương 44: Goodbye

I had a decision to make, and I told Austin what it was. Then, we drove. Away from the trigger, towards great destiny. Yet it wasn't some Shakespearean tragedy, or another therapist's office, or some exploration of the great unknowns of the universe. War awaited me on the battlegrounds. Something scarier than what any change could do: the possibility that it might always stay the same, that my efforts would always and forever mean nothing. But something felt completed, like the threads had tied off. A voice far beyond that of my tiny person told me that it was up to me now. I could fix this on my own terms, whatever that means.