Chương 22: I finally confess my feelings to him

<p> FLASH BACK END <br/>👩:Gross(i(val)said)that's really gross(I added)<br/>👧:don't make me feel bad than I am already (pat said with a low tune)<br/>👩:am sorry(I apology)<br/>👧:alright,but he was the one that made the first move(pat said)<br/>👩:yes I know(I said then scoff)<br/>👧:back to you(pat said after some time)<br/>👩:meee!!?(I asked).<br/>👧 :Yes,Eric said he loves you right?(pat asked)<br/>👩:yeah,he did(I replied slowly)<br/>👧:okay,but how do you feel about him?(pat asked)<br/><br/><br/>              Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     Oh my,what should I tell her,you see I was expecting her to ask me this,but I am so,so confused,let's say I do love,gosh it's just too soon don't you think,let me just tell her the truth and see what happens.lets continue.<br/><br/>👩:Well,I think I love him too(I answered slowly)<br/>👧:great(pat said with a happy tune)<br/>👩:but I think it is just too soon(I said)<br/>👧:okay,then avoid him(pat said almost immediately)<br/>👩:avoid him?how can you say that?(I asked with a tense tune)<br/>👧:ah babe,relax,all am saying is that you give him some space and see what happens(she explained).<br/>👩:Okay,that would be an easy task(I said smiling)<br/>👧:okay,that's perfect (pat said)<br/>👩:alright,talk to you later(I said)<br/>👧:sure,bye(pat said)<br/>👩:bye(I respond then ended the call)<br/>       (I went to my wall and I stroke all my rules)i dont think i need you anymore(I said as I stroke them one after the other)am done with you(I said smiling,then mom walked in)really?(mom asked)yes mom,am going to give them a chance(I said smiling).<br/>    That's good to know (mom said smiling) yeah,i know(i said)so who is the lucky guy?(mom asked)am not too sure(I said blushing) come on(mom said shaking me)am serious, don't worry when am sure enough I will tell you(I assured my mom) alright,am so happy for you(mom said then gave me a big hug).<br/><br/>               Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     You know this is what my mom wanted,so i did it,well for my benefit too, am happy,avoiding Eric will be a piece of cake for me,cant wait,lets continue.<br/><br/>                 TWO(2) WEEKS LATER<br/>             Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     (I have been avoiding Eric for the past two weeks now,it was not as easy I as thought it would be,it was hell,I always dreamt about him,be it in the night or when ever I am day dreaming,it's crazy right, any time i see him chatting with any girl in the hall(class)I become jealous).<br/>     I will be upset,I almost beat up a girl after lecture hour,well her crime was holding Eric's by the hand,not really,Eric was the who held her hand and he hugged her.<br/><br/>                 FLASH BACK<br/>     What were you doing with Eric?(I asked the girl)What are you talking about(she asked me)you blond bitch(I said as I got hold of her hair)ah! ah!, it's painful(she screamed in pain)stay clear from Eric,he is mine(I said still pulling her hair)do you understand?(I asked) yes,I do(she answered) good(I said then let go of her hair).<br/>      Val stop,you were too harsh(pat said after the girl left)what??(I asked acting as if I don't know)I think it's time for you to stop avoiding Eric before you kill someone else's child(pat said).<br/><br/>                   FLASH BACK END<br/>                  Val pov NARRATOR <br/>    Well that was yesterday and today is tuesday,my mom just dropped me off in front of my university,am heading to my hall now.<br/><br/>   Hi baby girl(pat said(she was standing at the door of the hall)hey girl(I replied)so are you ready to talk to Eric(pat asked)yes girl,I just can't wait(I said as we entered into the hall).<br/><br/>              AFTER A HOUR(CLOSING)<br/>       (Eric walked up to meet me)What did tell Alice?(Eric asked me) nothing(I answered) nothing,right,that's fine (Eric said)so you are saying she was lying?(Eric asked)not really(I answered)okay,I just told her to stay clear from you (I said excitedly)and why is that?(Eric asked)I don't understand(I said feeling surprised).<br/>       You said you love me so....(I tried to say something but he stopped me)so what?(he asked)it doesn't mean that we are a couple and beside I don't think you are even interested(he said)so don't you try to act as if we are a couple(he added)but....(I tried to speak again but he stopped me).<br/>     No but,I understand you dont feel this same way that I do,it's alright (Eric said)What are you saying?(I asked)don't act as if you don't have a clue of what am staying  (Eric said,I was lost)that was why you have been avoiding me(he added).<br/>      No,not at all(I said with a low voice)then what??(he asked,but I kept quite)I knew it (Eric said then walked out of the hall,i rush to meet him)I avoided you because,I wanted to be sure that what I felt about you was not just in my head(I confess my feelings to him).<br/><br/>                   <br/>                   Val  pov NARRATOR <br/>   Freaking out!!!!fuck I just confess my feelings to him,oh my,damn it felt good,am so excited,what about you?oh I think me and him are kind of having a little issue but no need to worry I will sort it out,huh I don't really know how.lets just continue.<br/><br/>         Are you serious?(Eric asked,with his face expression I knew he didn't believe me)do you expect me to believe you?(he asked again) yes,it's true(I answer feeling too surprised(bad surprise)you don't mean it(he said then walked away from me)I do mean it!!!(I shouted).<br/>     (But he didn't turn back,he just left,i entered into the hall again and i went to meet pat who was with ken)What did he say when you told him how you felt?(pat asked when I got close to her)he said I didn't mean it(I answered with a sad voice).<br/><br/>            Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     I am really sad,I just confess my feelings to him,and he said I don't mean it,do you know the courage I took,damn,I feel really bad,I was not expecting that reaction from him,am so confuse,I am blank,let's just continue may be pat would have some kind of solution or anything like that.<br/><br/><br/>      Then you need to explain to him better(ken said)how??(I asked)he has already left(I added) then you need to go to his house(Ken said)his house?but I don't know his house(I asked then answered)don't worry Ken will give you his house address(pat said).<br/>       That would be okay(I said then Ken sent me Eric's house address,I left the hall almost immediately after he sent me the house address,I rushed out of the university and booked a cab home).<br/>     I took my bath then I put on a black singlet with a light golden crop top and a black trouser,I wear my Pam and I left)I should get a cab(i said as I came out of our gate,I saw a cab and he took me to his house).<br/><br/>    VALERIA(he caused it)<br/> Episode 22<br/>I finally confessed my feelings<br/><br/>FLASH BACK END <br/>👩:Gross(i(val)said)that's really gross(I added)<br/>👧:don't make me feel bad than I am already (pat said with a low tune)<br/>👩:am sorry(I apology)<br/>👧:alright,but he was the one that made the first move(pat said)<br/>👩:yes I know(I said then scoff)<br/>👧:back to you(pat said after some time)<br/>👩:meee!!?(I asked).<br/>👧 :Yes,Eric said he loves you right?(pat asked)<br/>👩:yeah,he did(I replied slowly)<br/>👧:okay,but how do you feel about him?(pat asked)<br/><br/><br/>              Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     Oh my,what should I tell her,you see I was expecting her to ask me this,but I am so,so confused,let's say I do love,gosh it's just too soon don't you think,let me just tell her the truth and see what happens.lets continue.<br/><br/>👩:Well,I think I love him too(I answered slowly)<br/>👧:great(pat said with a happy tune)<br/>👩:but I think it is just too soon(I said)<br/>👧:okay,then avoid him(pat said almost immediately)<br/>👩:avoid him?how can you say that?(I asked with a tense tune)<br/>👧:ah babe,relax,all am saying is that you give him some space and see what happens(she explained).<br/>👩:Okay,that would be an easy task(I said smiling)<br/>👧:okay,that's perfect (pat said)<br/>👩:alright,talk to you later(I said)<br/>👧:sure,bye(pat said)<br/>👩:bye(I respond then ended the call)<br/>       (I went to my wall and I stroke all my rules)i dont think i need you anymore(I said as I stroke them one after the other)am done with you(I said smiling,then mom walked in)really?(mom asked)yes mom,am going to give them a chance(I said smiling).<br/>    That's good to know (mom said smiling) yeah,i know(i said)so who is the lucky guy?(mom asked)am not too sure(I said blushing) come on(mom said shaking me)am serious, don't worry when am sure enough I will tell you(I assured my mom) alright,am so happy for you(mom said then gave me a big hug).<br/><br/>               Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     You know this is what my mom wanted,so i did it,well for my benefit too, am happy,avoiding Eric will be a piece of cake for me,cant wait,lets continue.<br/><br/>                 TWO(2) WEEKS LATER<br/>             Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     (I have been avoiding Eric for the past two weeks now,it was not as easy I as thought it would be,it was hell,I always dreamt about him,be it in the night or when ever I am day dreaming,it's crazy right, any time i see him chatting with any girl in the hall(class)I become jealous).<br/>     I will be upset,I almost beat up a girl after lecture hour,well her crime was holding Eric's by the hand,not really,Eric was the who held her hand and he hugged her.<br/><br/>                 FLASH BACK<br/>     What were you doing with Eric?(I asked the girl)What are you talking about(she asked me)you blond bitch(I said as I got hold of her hair)ah! ah!, it's painful(she screamed in pain)stay clear from Eric,he is mine(I said still pulling her hair)do you understand?(I asked) yes,I do(she answered) good(I said then let go of her hair).<br/>      Val stop,you were too harsh(pat said after the girl left)what??(I asked acting as if I don't know)I think it's time for you to stop avoiding Eric before you kill someone else's child(pat said).<br/><br/>                   FLASH BACK END<br/>                  Val pov NARRATOR <br/>    Well that was yesterday and today is tuesday,my mom just dropped me off in front of my university,am heading to my hall now.<br/><br/>   Hi baby girl(pat said(she was standing at the door of the hall)hey girl(I replied)so are you ready to talk to Eric(pat asked)yes girl,I just can't wait(I said as we entered into the hall).<br/><br/>              AFTER A HOUR(CLOSING)<br/>       (Eric walked up to meet me)What did tell Alice?(Eric asked me) nothing(I answered) nothing,right,that's fine (Eric said)so you are saying she was lying?(Eric asked)not really(I answered)okay,I just told her to stay clear from you (I said excitedly)and why is that?(Eric asked)I don't understand(I said feeling surprised).<br/>       You said you love me so....(I tried to say something but he stopped me)so what?(he asked)it doesn't mean that we are a couple and beside I don't think you are even interested(he said)so don't you try to act as if we are a couple(he added)but....(I tried to speak again but he stopped me).<br/>     No but,I understand you dont feel this same way that I do,it's alright (Eric said)What are you saying?(I asked)don't act as if you don't have a clue of what am staying  (Eric said,I was lost)that was why you have been avoiding me(he added).<br/>      No,not at all(I said with a low voice)then what??(he asked,but I kept quite)I knew it (Eric said then walked out of the hall,i rush to meet him)I avoided you because,I wanted to be sure that what I felt about you was not just in my head(I confess my feelings to him).<br/><br/>                   <br/>                   Val  pov NARRATOR <br/>   Freaking out!!!!fuck I just confess my feelings to him,oh my,damn it felt good,am so excited,what about you?oh I think me and him are kind of having a little issue but no need to worry I will sort it out,huh I don't really know how.lets just continue.<br/><br/>         Are you serious?(Eric asked,with his face expression I knew he didn't believe me)do you expect me to believe you?(he asked again) yes,it's true(I answer feeling too surprised(bad surprise)you don't mean it(he said then walked away from me)I do mean it!!!(I shouted).<br/>     (But he didn't turn back,he just left,i entered into the hall again and i went to meet pat who was with ken)What did he say when you told him how you felt?(pat asked when I got close to her)he said I didn't mean it(I answered with a sad voice).<br/><br/>            Val pov NARRATOR <br/>     I am really sad,I just confess my feelings to him,and he said I don't mean it,do you know the courage I took,damn,I feel really bad,I was not expecting that reaction from him,am so confuse,I am blank,let's just continue may be pat would have some kind of solution or anything like that.<br/><br/><br/>      Then you need to explain to him better(ken said)how??(I asked)he has already left(I added) then you need to go to his house(Ken said)his house?but I don't know his house(I asked then answered)don't worry Ken will give you his house address(pat said).<br/>       That would be okay(I said then Ken sent me Eric's house address,I left the hall almost immediately after he sent me the house address,I rushed out of the university and booked a cab home).<br/>     I took my bath then I put on a black singlet with a light golden crop top and a black trouser,I wear my Pam and I left)I should get a cab(i said as I came out of our gate,I saw a cab and he took me to his house).<br/><br/>    </p>