In order to find a piece of work, I spent all day wandering around the streets, cafes, bookstores and other leisure places in Puxi, just to find the slightest inspiration.
Su Nian tired walking on the road, looking at people coming and going crowd, heart has been tired to the extreme, the whole brain, are in a muddle.
"Are you, Suzanne?" A flourishing jade hand held su read arm, call back su read consciousness.
Turn head to come, looking at her, good for a while just reaction come over, say: "be me, are you Chen Xiao? Why are you here?"
Chen Xiao smiles slightly, facial features is delicate all the more, two shallow dimples, more add a lovely, say: "I see a client here, think of take a taxi to go back originally, but want to walk again, blow cold wind, let the brain more sober a few, you?"
Su Nian smiled and replied, "I'm just walking around."
Chen Xiao black eyes a small mask, then say: "That you have time? I'm in no hurry. Let's have a cup of coffee."
Su read to think, not long ago just opened a classmate party, met how can refuse somebody else's request, had to agree to come down.
Two people are walking side by side, did not talk all the time, Chen Xiao is wearing the coat of a camel color, the uniform of standard company female type is inside, white shirt, black suit, deserve to go up again a black half-length skirt, pour know all the more capable.
Two people sat down, Su read all the time did not talk, Chen Xiao hesitated once, just say: "before long just gathered meeting, that time, pour also did not listen to you how to talk, you still so taciturn, do not love to talk with the person."
Su Nian replied with a smile, "Who doesn't love to talk, but when you are forced to talk too much, you can only get used to not talking."
"When I was in college, I was very sorry. Although I didn't do anything excessive to you, cold violence hurt you more. At the classmate party, I wanted to apologize to you, but before I could say it, you left."
"It's all in the past. Who can remember those things? You've got to move on, haven't you?" "Said Sunny.
"Although you don't remember, BUT I always remember, I owe you a sorry." Chen Xiao mature a lot of, to oneself once those childish things that do, also dare to assume.
Perhaps, this is what society teaches people to take responsibility. Successful people dare to bear their mistakes in the past, which is a kind of atmosphere, while unsuccessful people, just like Xia Jie, do not make any progress in treating people and doing things. They are in the mood of failure and cannot extricate themselves.
And Su read, self-recognition is not a successful person, but from small to large experience of these things, taught her atmosphere and tolerance, let her in the imperceptible transformation.
Have to say, once Chen Xiao, besides a pair of beautiful appearance beyond, good for nothing, but her now, of growth more outstanding, completed the metamorphosis of a complete transformation, nowadays, appearance adds extra points for her, and her temperament and ability, let her more excellent however.
"It doesn't matter." Su Mian is very generous said, since people read this sorry, since she said forgive, then there should be a response.
Chen Xiao and Su read each other a smile, who can think of, once looked at each other do not look at the person, now can be calm and sit here chat, can only say the world is impermanent......
"Su-nian, after the reunion, many people said that you had not changed, but I think you have changed too. You were not as glamorous as you are now. In short, we have all become better and better." Chen Xiao said seriously.
"Yeah, change is a good thing, as long as it's getting better." Sue ignored what happened at the class reunion.
"I heard your name some time ago, at a fancy fashion show, but I never thought it would be you, and I was wrong, it turns out."
"When I was in college, I failed in the exam, but now, thanks to Jin Yanzhao's influence, I succeeded in the exam so easily. Although some bad things happened, I still deserve his trust and give him a satisfactory account." "SUSIE followed up.
"Then what is your relationship with Mr. Jin Yanzhao? I don't believe you could be his lover." Chen Xiao asks tentatively.
"I am his wife, his lawful wife." Suzanne was very open in her admission.
Chen Xiao a smile, say: "the industry also has hearsay, but I at that time is not believe, until after the classmate gets together, I believe."
"Who can believe it in the first place? We all know what kind of person I am. Climbing the high branch of Jin Yanzhao is what everyone dreams of, and I beat him to it. No one would believe my appearance."
"But I don't believe what Xia Jie said. You will become Mr. Jin Yanzhao's lover. Although you have been cowardly and cowardly, I can see that no matter what you have experienced in this society after graduation, no matter how many changes you will make, you will never make such a choice. Chen Xiao analyzed.
Su Nian smiled and said, "Who can say such things clearly? If I had not met Jin Yanzhao at such a coincidence, I don't know what would have happened to my life."
"But that's just your supposition. It's not true. You're doing fine. Life isn't that bad, is it?"
"But I feel like it was stolen..." It took a long time for Suzanne's eyes to get out of the unreal emotion.
"I'm sorry, I seem to have spoken out of turn." Su Nian blushed slightly, smiled and said sorry words.
"It doesn't matter, you can say these to me, also regarded me as a bosom friend, is my honor, however, you are still the same as before, still simple let a person can't bear to go to Shanghai you." Chen Xiao said with a smile.
Su Nian lowered her head and drank a mouthful of black coffee. The rich taste struck the taste buds and made people instantly wake up.
"Su read, I, a few days ago to see Yuan Jingxuan......" Chen Xiao tempted to say.
As she spoke, she kept her eyes fixed on Sunian, watching his expression and reaction.
Sue felt surprised when she heard the name. Her memory seemed to come back with the name.
But at this point, it seems that should not think much, only faint said :" is it? I remember he went abroad when he graduated. Did you mean he came back?"
Chen Xiao nodded his head and said :" According to what he said, prepare to return home to develop, hold a post in a garment enterprise in Shanghai, come over puxi, because come to wind branch inspection, it seems that you have not met him."
Su read low cover, do not want to let Chen Xiao see her expression, but she does not know how to cover up, with Chen Xiao these years on the job read countless sharp eyes, Su read absentminded, how can escape her eyes.
She took a black pen and a piece of white paper from her bag and wrote something on it and handed it to Sue.
"Here's the address of his hotel and his current cell phone number if you want to reach him." Chen Xiao said.
"No, I don't want to see him," said Suzanne. "I'll go now. We'll talk about it next time.
Suzanne, Suzanne..." Su read escape also left like, let Chen Xiao call her name, also do not turn back.
Finally outside the door, Chen Xiao caught up with her, will be a slip of paper is stuffed into her hand.
'Even if I don't want to see him, I keep it in case I do.' Chen Xiao said with a smile.
The tone of the refusal allowed Sue to question, leaving her to submit.
"Besides, as you know, our monitor works in Jin group, so I hope you can take more care of me, please." Chen Xiao said extremely sincere, still read toward su slightly bent bent body.
Su read the figure that looks at Chen Xiao disappears in front of, feel some absent-minded only, not because she is in coffee shop those words of apology, it is to make matting for final request, but because in the hand that boiling hot thin thin note.
Sue wanted to flatten the piece of paper and write the address clearly, but she felt like she wanted to forget everything on it, along with the person who had been in her life.
Walking to the trash can, Su Read very want to throw in, but at the moment of letting go, hesitate, she did not know why, only feel particularly blocked in the heart panic.
Hesitating for a long time, and the note is very agitated into the bag, and then cleaned up the mood, taxi back.
With her restless mood, she could not find the inspiration she wanted, so she had to go back to calm down.
But sitting in the car at that moment, Su Nian did not want to go back to the big house, so she had to say to the driver: "Sorry, master, go to the cat and dog den, I just remembered something to deal with, sorry..."
The driver is also very easy to talk, should and 1, turn the steering wheel, go to the cat and dog nest, Su read the heart, this just had a bit of comfort.
A cat and dog den, Su Read directly upstairs, went to Qiao Yue's office, all people know the relationship between the two of them, so pour also won't say anything, let Su read to go.
"Jojo, something's wrong. You gotta help me." Sue read bitter a face, looking at calmly handling business qiao Yue.
"Why? There's nothing serious that could happen to you now, and if it did, jin Shao wouldn't need me to save you." Yue Yue's eyes did not blink, still looking at the computer.
"Yuan Jingxuan is back. Is that a big deal?" "Suellen whispered, throwing a big bait.
Sure enough, Qiao Yue raised his head from his official business, looking at Su Read, for a long time, just said: "that one higher you, work-study yuan Jingxuan encountered?"
Su nian nodded her head seriously, dissolving qiao yue's doubts instantly and saying, "What do you say I should do?"
Yue Yue leaned back on her soft back, folded her hands in front of her, and said haughtily, "What should I do? You didn't steal or rob. What are you afraid of him doing? Spineless."
Su read also know this truth, but once the first love lover, placed in his eyes, this feeling, how to feel particularly awkward.
"You met him?" "Joy whispered.
Su Nian shook her head fiercely and said, "No, if I had seen him, how could I have looked like this? It would have been much worse."
"Then how do you know he's back?" Yue Yue asked incredulously.
"I met Chen Xiao, she told me." Su Nian obediently replied.
"Your department's flowers? O... She said you also dare to believe, I said read, you are not long brain ah?" Yue Said to Sue.
Su Nian was aggrieved and said, "She came to apologize to me and hoped that I could speak well of her in front of Jin Yanzhao. Her fiance, who is also the monitor of our class, works in Jin Group. Didn't you say that you can choose to believe in a transaction with interest?"
Yue Yue got up from her office chair and walked over to Sue. The two of them leaned on the desk side by side and said with a smile, "Yoo-hoo, how can you remember what I said? But be it so, her word you also can choose to believe half only, Chen Xiao this kind of woman, the ability that handles trouble, be not you can deal with, just what I did not think of is, the eye is higher than top of her, see you that frowsty coquetto monitor actually?"
"Our monitor long also or very good look, is not how love to talk just, other I think all very good." "SUSIE said seriously.
"Don't change the subject, we are talking about Yuan Jingxuan." Qiao Yue said quietly.
Sue read feel oneself very grievance, obviously is she first pull open the topic, how to complain to her body?
"Since you haven't seen him, just pretend you haven't heard anything and go on with your life until you do. And don't you ever tell me you still have feelings for him? If you speak, I'll strangle you." Yue yue said threateningly.
Suzie shrank, looked joyatt in the eye, fawning, and took her finger in her hand, smiling.
"How can that be? I'm sure I don't feel anything for him anymore. It's just strange to meet him. "SUSIE said, puzzled.
"Alas, silly girl, you this is not put, perhaps you really have no feeling for him, but the others all say, first love is the most unforgettable, this is really not false, so, you can not put him." Yue Yue looked at her and said.
"What am I going to do? I really hate this feeling. I feel like I betrayed Jin Yanzhao. I feel so sad." "SUSIE said sadly.
If you ask me, I can't help it. But don't tell Jin Yanzhao about this matter. That jealous man won't kill Yuan Jingxuan. Yue Said calmly.
For The words of Joe Yue, Sue read feel very reasonable, this thing is really let him know, estimate really will happen this kind of thing, but this is not her hope.
Su Nian took Qiao Yue's hand and said urgently, "Qiao Qiao, what should I do? I don't want to go back. I'm afraid to see Jin Yanzhao. I'm really afraid."
"Then stay here until you're not so scared, and then go back. Jin Shao won't blame you." Yue Yue said.
Sue nodded and walked out. The only solution to her boredom now was to numb herself with work, and then work.
Yue Yue looked at her, shook her head, did not speak, and went on to do what she had not done. She needed to be alone more than to be with her.
For a whole day, Su Nian did not think about this matter, the mood was calm a lot, until Jin Yanzhao came to pick her up, she was ready to go back.
"Jin Shao is here? I'm sorry you came to my little place." Qiao Yue smile of the flower branch chaos quiver, skin smile flesh not smile of appearance, really let a person feel evil cold.