Chương 47: Chapter 47: What Have I Done?

Gray’s POV

What is this feeling tearing through my heart right now? Is it anger? Sadness? Loss? I can’t quite put my finger on it because it’s running rampant like a f*cking elephant, and I can’t focus my thoughts enough to try and figure it out.

As I watch Remi’s car drive away, I run my hand through my hair and tug at the roots as if that’s going to heal the pain stabbing at my heart. This isn’t how the night was supposed to go. I had so many things planned for us that would’ve topped our first date.

I’m not the type of person to plan dates and buy flowers or any of that sh*t. But for Remi… f*ck, I’d do anything for her. I planned the night down to a tee, bought flowers, and brought her to the place I only share with the people I care about. How did all of this go so f*cking wrong?

The footsteps approaching me from behind make my head snap up at the sound, reminding me exactly why Remi ran away like she couldn’t stand being near me.

“Gray, I–”