After patting Hazel for another few minutes, suddenly I got attacked. Attacked with lethargy that is.
When I was patting Hazel, I was getting the vibes. The comfy and peaceful vibes. And it got me. Now I wanna be comforted like that.
But I have to restrain myself. I can't let myself be absorbed by that. Remember the hard training. I sat under the waterfall 4 hours a day. It almost gave me pneumonia. But I managed to gain some sort of resistance.
However patting Hazel like this made me lower my guard. This room is totally full of comfy vibes. Eden is peacefully sleeping on the bed.
Although not sleeping, Fay is currently passed out. But looking at her face, she doesn't seem to be bad. Because, she has a smile on her face. Maybe she is seeing a happy dream?
And Hazel is sitting happily in between my legs. The vibe is bad.
And my mind has become divided.
(You should totally just give in and enjoy yourself. Just lie down and have Hazel spoil you. She is waiting for you to say that.)
I see a mini me flying to my left. It has pointy ears and horns. A typical devil look.
(My man, just do it. Your fantasy is about to come true. Just have her spoil you.)
(No. You can't. She is a very precious partner. You can't do those things to her.)
This time, it's another me but this one has a halo and angel wings.
So my good and bad have started their debate. But I should just do it. Like a lap pillow and a nice nap.
"Hazel.."
"Yes, master?" (Hazel)
"Can I ask you to do something?"
"What can I do?" (Hazel)
"Give me a lap pillow."
I ask her this. She turns to me.
"Is that all?" (Hazel)
"For now."
She sits with her legs tucked in and her thighs are in front of me.
"Go ahead." (Hazel)
After fixing position, she said this.
I slowly lie down on her lap. It's soft and springy. Kinda warm too. I remember this feeling. From that time.
"Ahh…such bliss. Master is lying on my lap."
But Hazel is on the verge of tears. Did she want me to ask her to do something that much?
"I will probably a bit selfish but please, go along with my selfishness."
"It's okay master. You can be as selfish as you want." (Hazel)
This exchange would be between a useless man and a woman who spoils him. But I don't want to be a useless man. I am just indulging myself just for today.
I relax my body. Ahh…this is bliss. Her thighs are so soft that I am drowning but they are spongy so I am being pushed back as well.
She is caressing my hair, it feels nice. I just want to stay like this forever. But I am getting sleepy now. Her dangerously comfy vibes are telling me to fall asleep.
I have no reason to go against it. Just for today, I will fall asleep on her lap.
"Hazel, I am getting sleepy."
"You can sleep master." (Hazel)
I see her smiling at me. Her eyes are looking at me affectionately. This is nice. And I drift away to the dreamland.
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When I woke up, I was greeted by Hazel.
"Good evening master. You slept well?" (Hazel)
"Ahh…yeah. It was nice. But what time is it?"
"It's evening. You slept for five hours straight." (Hazel)
"That long!!!! Are you okay?"
"Yes master. It was no problem." (Hazel)
"But aren't I heavy?"
"No master. You are just the right weight. You were sleeping like a baby, making a cute face." (Hazel)
I don't know what kind of face I was making in my sleep but being told cute really is weird.
"Errr….are you awake?" (Fay)
"Ohh you're up. Yeah, I am up as well."
"You looked like you had a nice dream. You were smiling all the time." (Fay)
"Was I?"
"Yeah. By the way, Eden is up as well." (Fay)
"Papa…" Eden came running to me and jumped into my chest.
"Now now, Eden, don't jump like that. You might get hurt."
"Ehehehe…sorry papa. It was the first time I saw you sleep, papa." (Eden)
"Heeehhh…how was it? Was I doing something weird?"
"No papa. You were smiling all the time. We watched your smiling face and it was calming." (Eden)
What was I doing? Anyone, tell me.
(I will fill you in later. But I think you want to ask them something else, right?)
Yeah. I have had this question for a while but I didn't ask it.
"Emm..Hazel and Fay, there's something I want to ask you?"
""What is it?""
"Why is Hazel always on my right and Fay on my left?"
This is the question. I have noticed it but whenever I sit down, Hazel would be on my right and Fay on my left. What's up with that?
"That's the agreement. We both agreed on those terms." (Hazel)
"I feel like I shouldn't ask more."
I am scared to know what kind of agreement that was. But I think I can't do anything. Was I always this powerless?
I feel really scared and powerless now.
(Give up. You can't go against your women.)
Not you too. But do fill me in later.