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"Did you really do it last night Taehyung? Did you sleep with her?" I was almost on the verge of tears as I spoke, I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying, I am not going to cry right now, I can't. I won't let him see that I'm weak without him, that he is my weakness-

"You're not my first, you know that right? But you weren't even my second, or third, or twentieth...."

His words ringed inside my head, when I had my first time with him, he told me I wasn't his first and I accepted it that way, not everyone's waiting for their one true love all their life, not everyone is afraid to fall in and out of love, not everyone has trust issues,

it's just me.