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Shawn
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I was sitting in the restaurant, across from the girl that my brother had set me up with. He had insisted that I try to date, to get out there and be with people. I just didn't see the point in it.
Why should I go out there and find a girl, get to know her, maybe even love her, just for it all to come crashing down when one or the other of us finds our mate? I couldn't do that to a girl. I couldn't stand to break someone's heart like that.
Honestly, if it wasn't for my brother's insistence, I wouldn't even be here right now. He had told me he thought she was my type, that he hoped she would be my mate. But if she couldn't be my mate, then she could be my distraction. My brother could be so crude and vulgar, sometimes. I found it difficult to believe that we were twins with how differently we acted.