Chương 30: Treat Her Right 23
Madison 😗
My whole mood was spoiled for the day and now I was just leaving the class with the same mood and on top of that Johanna didn't turn up for class.
so I was mad bored and stressed, I wanted to go to the gym this evening but I decided against it I had a few assignments to do, and I never really attend the gym so not because a little low life calls me fat I'm going to run and get a gym membership.
I have been thinking about turning one of my empty rooms into a gym but I'm not ready to devote my time to a gym.
I went home showered with my own soap and washcloths I didn't mean to a sleepover last night and that was careless of me, I went in my closet and stand in a section where I air dry my self. After that, I used the towel and got the dress I decided to wear a two-piece suit and heels.
It was winding down tonight and Keona and I are heading to Club 9, club 9 is a club and restaurant, and we decided to check it out since the boys are having a boys night we decide to make our own girl day even though I had unfinished work I still made the sacrifice to go out, that's what friends do.
3 hours later
We were turning up in the club we came to like an hour ago we had something to eat now we are just dancing and having a drink, I have turned down six guys since I have been here and I lost count for keona's amount.
We were just having fun and plus she told me how she and Dylan were trying this dating thing, so she just paid the boys who came to her no mind she even tried sign language and it was funny as hell.
We sat down for a minute talking when a guy came up to me he has been staring all night but just felt the need to approach me.
"Good night ladies how are you doing," he said but we didn't answer.
"Come on now Madison I know you can talk I might look a little different now but you really don't remember a nigga," he said
I shook my head looking at him with confusion, he stepped back turning around and I covered my mouth no way in hell 😢😢 what are you doing here, WHY are you even talking to me.
You left me Malique, no confrontations, no goodbye text, nothing you did me wrong, and even after you left you didn't reach out to me until a few months later you are the reason that I'm suffering from depression up to now, you were supposed to be my first love, you were supposed to be my best friend but you left me l.
"You left when I needed you the most, you left and you didn't care five and a half years later you show up telling me goodnight are you crazy?" I blasted at him.
He stood there with a look of regret but I paid it no mind look I can explain he said and I rolled my eyes feeling upset and sad
"Explain what Malique that I was and will never be good enough, good enough for anyone or anything I as always places last in everyone's life, I'm suffering but people think I'm mean and stuck up, I'm always sad but people think I'm being extra, you can't enter someone's life mad just treat them like trash, Malique you were my best friend we told each other everything when I found out that you left that tampered with my feeling, how can I trust people when the one person who I trusted more than even my mother gave up on me, ran away from me, treated me like and last option"
By now I was in full tears in the club and Keona was consoling me while Malique took a seat.
And even after you left you didn't apologize you didn't communicate you stayed away for 5 and a half years now your back what am I supposed to do kiss you and tell you goodnight are you crazy.
I get talked down on every day, I get neglected and rejected every day I'm always being called fat or whatever I was always too boring to hang with just because I wanted a future for my self I was ditched by many.
"You think that's the worst imagine being in a toxic relationship for years wanting to give up but can't, imagine getting hit on for nothing, imagine making complaints to the police's and having the guy plays it off like I was dreaming or crazy, imagine being in a coma for 3 months missing out on so much just because you report a situation to the police to imagine being bullied, have you ever filed a restraining order on the person you thought you loved the most."
NO
So don't expect me to run back to you, you gave up on me and now I'm finally giving up on you I once wanted closure but I'm not a clown so you can keep your boring apologies and thanks for spoiling my night you did well.
He looked up at me with tears in his eyes and I headed to the car keona we decided to chill back at my place and get our savages on and that's exactly what we did.
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