Chương 59: Chp 59:I can't hold it

Lucas's POV:

~R18~ ~BDSM PLAY~

"Evan I don't think I can hold it." I huffed.

He just simply reached over the bed to grab something out of the draw. He revealed a small slim bumby stick like thing that I had never seen before.

"What's that?" I huffed.

"You wanna try it? It'll help you hold it in." He informed me.

What was he gonna do with that?

"Will it hurt?"

"Only a little, but it's worth the pleasure so I've been told."

Embarrassed by his words I gave a shy nod.

Evan covered the stick with lubricant and lubricanted my member. He probed the stick inside my members slowly and with caution. I squirmed at the sensation.

He was plugging me up basically. No wonder he gave little information about it, he knew it would freak me out. The prick.

I shuddered as the stick reached its end. Evan ran his fingers across my member, causing my whole body to twitch and shiver. The overwhelming sensation this small device provided was unimaginable. My member felt like it was on fire the pleasure was that good. Each bump proved to make me more sensitive to each touch.

"Now let's see if you can hold it in." He said whilst continuing to thrust deeper inside of me and strocking my member.

Deep moans escaped me. This feeling. This sensation. It felt too good. Tears streamed from my eyes. Not because it hurt, but because the pleasure was too much for me to handle.

"Evan!" I moaned.

"Yea I know, I'm about to."

With a beat of a heart Evan released inside me, coating my insides with his seed. He also managed to swiftly take out the bumpy stick and allowed me to ejaculate with him.

Sweat dribbled down my face and heavy breaths filled the room.

Evan chuckled through his breaths, glancing my way, kissing my forehead.

"Lucas" Evan whispered in my ear.

"I love you so much." His voice was tender and sweet.

My heart fluttered from his sudden confession. This guy, everytime I let my guard down he hits me hard. Tears rolled down my eyes even more than before. The thought that someone loved me that much had only just really truly caught up to me. He cares for me that much that. I loved him just as much that I couldn't stop the tears from flowing.

His face furrowed with worry. "What's wrong my kitten?" His voice was laced with concern.

"It's just-" My voice chocked on my sobs.

"I love you so much too and You are so incredible. The fact that you have feelings for me feels so surreal."

He embraced me tightly, caressing my head gently. "You are the surreal one my kitty. You are the one that I find giving me the strength to live and enjoy my life each and everyday."

A smile cracked my lips and I raised my arm to cover my eyes.

"You are the light of my life that I wish will stay with me forever. I'm afraid my life without you would be worthless." Evan continued, enjoying my reaction as I turned away covering my flushed face.