Chương 10: 10. Locked
While eating my meal with Katsuo I thought about all the shady things that had happened while I've been in this body, what if Katsuo get hurt or even killed? I thought to myself, I get so deep into thought that I dont realize that I was using my fork backwards.
"Are you ok?" asks Katsuo.
"Yeah, just got deep into thought," I tell him.
"I could tell, what were you thinking about?" asks Katsuo, "If you dont want to tell me that's fine"
"No its fine, I was just thinking about all the things that had happened today," I say not giving a clear answer.
"Like what?" asks Katsuo.
"Like the box of heroin, do I have the money to pay for that much or are the people who delivered it gonna kill me," I ask knowing I probably won't get a solution form Katsuo.
"Good point, we dont know where or who it even came from," says Katsuo "Maybe you should hide out in my apartment,"
"S-sure," I said getting excited.
"though my apartment is only a one-person apartment, and I only have one bed, maybe I should buy a futon," he says.
We finish our meals and clean the dishes together, I washed them he dried them, we even touched hands, I know it sounds lame but every time I touch him I felt as I could never be sad again...
Katsuo pulls out his laptop that he had bee hiding in the bag he brought.
"Wanna watch something together?" he asked as awkward as ever.
"S-sure" I reply.
We both sit on the bed with the laptop between us and watch whatever we could find.
I eventually get so tired that I start to lean on Katsuo, I look up to see his face was quite red from blushing and he looked uncomfortable, so I stop leaning on him despite the face I was really enjoying it.
"Oh sorry I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable," I tell him.
"You weren't making me uncomfortable, it was just a bit embarrassed that's all, you can lean on me if you want" he offers, I take him up on his offer and lean in his shoulder eventually falling asleep...
I dream about this persons life like I normally do, I feel the addictions, but this time no pain, this person didn't take drugs because they were in pain, they took them because they game into peer pressure and got hooked.
I wake up in the middle of the night shaking, for some reason I felt like preparing some heroin and injecting it, I get up had to head over to the draw and open it a little, I look back at the bed to see if Katsuo was still asleep, but he wasn't there, the bedroom door opens and he walks in, to see me standing at the dresser with the draw full of heroin open.
"What are you doing?" he asks hoping I had a good reason for being there.
"Help me Katsuo," I say shaking, "I-I think im addicted"
"What?" Katsuo says in confusion.
"You know the dreams I have, I think they did this to me..." I explain.
"Then why weren't you addicted to alcohol when you were Yui?" asked Katsuo.
"The hell would I know, I'm just as confused as you... Please help me" I beg Katsuo.
"Oh ok how do you want me to help?" he asks.
"Take to drugs out and lock me in here, don't let me out until your sure I'm no longer addicted," I tell him still shaking and agitated, I hope this works, I have no experience with drugs.
"Will that work?" he asks.
"I dont know I dont care at the moment the last thing I need is those," I say, I dont want him to see me in this state and I didn't want to scare him off.
"Ok, I will," says Katsuo as he detaches the draw from the dresser and Takes it out the room, he walks back and glances at me while holding the handle, he shuts the door and locks it.
I hear him walk out the front door, wait what did I actually scare him off? I lay there curled up in a ball thinking I was going to be alone forever, an hour later I hear the front door open and footsteps coming towards the bedroom, I started to shake out of fear, was it Katsuo or was it one of the drug dealers looking for his money?
The door unlocked and I grabbed a pillow and started to hit whoever was on the other side of the door, I hear giggles.
"haha do you really think that's gonna do much?" asks the voice, I turn and see Katsuo, I throw the pillow to the ground and hug him.
"I was scared, I thought you left me..." I tell him with tears in my eyes.
"Sorry, I went to hide the draw in an unknown location" explains Katsuo.
"O-oh, thanks," I said as I backed off him a little.
"Anyway we better go to bed," says Katsuo, oh yeah I forgot it was like two in the morning, I get in the bed and Katsuo locks the door behind him as I asked him and slides the key under the door.
"How are you planning on getting out?" I ask him.
"I have a plan," he tells me as he hops into bed, we sleep awkwardly with our backs to each other, my heart raced and I couldn't sleep for a while but after an hour I fell asleep.
I wake up the next morning, I was too tired to open my eyes, I felt gross, I had been sweating from the dreams, in the dream, I was taking drugs again, and I had a headache, but that's not what bothered me I was hugging something, that's weird what's in the bed for me to hug? I slowly open my eyes and find myself clinging to Katsuo, he was awake and looked like he was uncomfortable.
"Arrr" I scream as I fall out of the bed, my scream scares Katsuo.
"Umm are you ok?" he asks helping me up.
"U-umm yeah, I just woke up closer to you than I thought I would, it was surprising" I explain, I look at Katsuo who was still half in the bed and staring at me blushing.
"What's wrong?" I ask, I look down and see that my shirt was twisted and he could almost see my boobs hanging out of my shirt, ARRRRR!!! I turn around and cover them.
"Did you see anything?" I ask blushing.
"N-no," he says turning his head away.
"Then what were you staring at?" I aks him "Can you at least get out the room so I can put a bra on?"
"U-um, nows not a good time for me to move," he says turning even redder, I look down to see he was covering his crotch, I turn blush even more out of realization of what he was doing, I freeze out of nervousness, is this it, should I make a move.
"Ring-Ring!!!" my phone went off.
"Umm, are you gonna get that?" asks Katsuo
"Sure..." I say almost crying because I missed my chance to make a move.
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