Chương 1: pyaar?

pyaar naam sunte hee logo ko pyar ho jata hai aise hee mujhe bhi ho gaya hai ek ladki se wo bhi aise time per hua ki hum pyaar bhi nhi ker paye jyada din waise to pyaar ke liye ek pal hee kafi hai lekin jeb samander si pyas ager aseek ko lag jaye to pyaar ka matlab samjhaane aur samjhane main thoda time to lag ta hee hai aisa hee mera pyaar hai samander jaisa kyun ki koi pahle hee dhokha de chuka tha to kisi per bharosa bhi nhi ker sakte then lekin meri zindgi main ek time aisa bhi aaya ki mujhe naa chahte bhi usse pyaar ho gaya aur aisa waisa wala nhi jo ish time chal raha hai waisa nhi jo pahle ke log kiya karte then waisa wala pyar hua hai lekin maine bhi ager ushse jitana pyar kiya hai ager wo bhi utna kerti hogi to mere liye acha hai nhi to ushke liye kyun ki wo bhi janti hai ki mai ushse kitna pyar kerta hun lekin phir bhi wo mera sath nhi de rahi malum hai kyun kyun ki ish liye ki wo apne ammi abbu ki ijjat dekh rahi hai aur wo Bes ye soch rahe hai ki Bes ye kaise bhi ker ker mere gher se nikal jaye kyun ki malum hai ushe ek bahot badi bimari hai aur wo log ishi wajah se ushki sadi karne ja rahe hai ki mujhe kuch nhi kerna hoga jiske pass ye jayegi wo ushki bimari ka ilaj karaye ga koi maa baap aisa kaise soch sakte hai yaar ki matlab unki ladki unke upar ek bojhe hai jaise aur wo( mai ushe jaan kahta hun) un seb ke liye apni jaan tek dene ke liye taiyar hai batao koi aisi ladki ko kaise apne seer ka bojhe samajh lete hai mai ishi wajah se ushse aur jyada pryaar kerta hun ishi liye mai ushe apni jaan keh ker bulata hun kyun ki wo meri jaan se badh kar hai mere liye ( I Love you meri jaan ) 😘😘😘😘😘😘 aaj mai aur mera dost sham ko jayenge milne aur ek baat kerna hai ki wo mujhse shadi karegi to mere sath chale nhi to mere gaal per 4,5 thappad mare aap log soch rahe honge ki ye kya bol raha hun lekin mai ye bahut soch samjhe ker ye kahne wala hun malum hai kyun kyun ki ish liye ager jeb bhi mai kisi ladki se baat karne ki koshish karunga to wo thappad yaad aaye ga ki mai kisi ko pyaar dene ke layaik nhi hun ye mera sochana hai kyun ki jeb mai ne kisi se pyaar kiya to wo mujhe chod ker chali gai ek baat aur ishse pahle bhi ek baar maine ek ladki se pyaar kerna ke koshish kiya tha lekin jab maine ushe apni baat ek page per likh kar diya to wo rone lagi mai to ekdam se der gaya tha kyun ki pahli baar kisi ladki ko maine prem patr diya tha ushke baad se kabhi bhi kisi se itna pyaar nhi hua jitna ki🥰 jaan 🥰 se hua hai aur shayad hamesha rahega. I Love You forever meri jaan😘😘😘😘 (((<(((((((((<(((Finley i am lose....😢😢😢 my love 😭😭😭 kya hota ager wo mujhe mile jata ager ye hee soch raha hunn lekin ye nhi soch paa raha hun ki wo mujhe kyun nhi mili malum hai kyun ki ishliye ho dil m thee dimag men nhi ishi liye koi bhi dusari baat nhi soch paa raha hun leg raha hai.ager wo nhi mil pai hai to kya hua ager kisi aur ke sath khush rahane ke liye wo hee khud hai to ushki zindgi men main koun hunn ushki zindgi kharab kerne wala ager wo khush hai to wo khush rahe apne zindgi main meri zindgi men waise bhi koi bhi aata hai aur mere dil se khel ker chala jata hai ishme mere pyare allah taala ka bhi haath hai kyun ki ager wo mere zindgi men ager nhi thee to mujhe ushse milwaya hee kyun Bes ye hee mujhe dukh hota hai ki wo mujhe unn logo se kyun milwate hai hee kyun jo mere liye nhi hai ager ye hee kerna hai ki pyar mein Dard de ker meri zindgi kharab kerna hai to bhi bata dijiye aur nhi to aaj ke baad yaa allah taala mujh par ek ahshan ker dijiyega aaj ke baad mujhe kisi bhi ladki se met milwana Bes ye hee ahshan kerna aap please please kyun ki ager aisa hee ek baar mujhe aisa ek baar aur hua to mai mere jaunga aur mera dil ager todne main maja aata ho to koi baat hee nhi mujhe kaise bhi ker ke maar dijiyega lekin dobara pyar met kerwaiye ga kyun ki aisa dobara ager hua to aap mere (allah taala) liye hamesha ke liye mer jayenge aur waise bhi aap mere liye mer gaye hai hamesha ke liye 😡😡😡😡😡 kel(10/02/2020) se hee mer gaye hai aur ager aisa dobara aisa hua to hamesha ke liye mer jayenge mere liye ager aap chahate hai ki jo aap mere zindgi men thoda sa bhi jegah bacha hai wo bhi nhi bache to koi baat nhi teb ek baar aur aisa hee ker dijiyega okk teb wo bhi khatam ho jayega okk